food for thoughts~
today was a day which left me with many thinkings and feelings.
Firstly i would like to apologise to Nigel for what i have done to him.

Sometimes i feel, why must i be so immature and childish...
Why can't i control myself and refrain from doing these things.
Well, maybe its time for me to learn.

I feel that, sometimes, even though there are somethings i know, i simply act oblivious to it, and now that i thought of it, i felt so guilty. And yet, the question comes around, so what if i did something? would i be able to do it? would i be able to help resolve things?Well, i will nvr know if i nvr try.

I think, something i have learnt from wenjie today was, "When you are in the wrong, you have no stand at all" i think this is very true. Afterall, you have commited a mistake, what gives you the right to blabber this and that, and try to deny your mistake.

I believe, everyone has their own limits. Physically and mentally. However, theres one very important thing you should learn. Your limit, must be increasing at all times. The world doesn't turn because of you, even without you, the world continues revolving. Meh was right in saying, "yes, in school, we might adhere to your limits. we will give in to you. But, what will you do, when u go into a new environment, where people are blind. They dun care about your limit. What do you do then? fight? complain?" People ought to grow up, their mentality should mature as well.

Through today, i felt many things.
firstly, for people like us, we don't exercise self-control. Once we start, we can't end.
secondly, meh is a man who thinks of a very very big picture. but that picture is unable to solve the current problems.
thirdly, i swear, this is going to be the first and last time i will do any physical-gl to anyone.

Well~ this is life. Live it.