I just realised, i was so weak. i can't do anything.

Played badminton today. I was unable to do anything useful when pairing up with sb in the doubles. sorry.

den played singles with sb, i was unable to return moer strokes den 2 times.

I feel that i am drifting away from the real me. HaIS. SO weak.
Basketball.... even worse. i keep wasting so many shots. can't even be a good assist.

Seems like i lost abit of my optimism towards things. Something might have struck me so badly. ... ...
Dat day, made meh so angry also. hais. not the first time i did liao. zzz
den, was unable to confirm meeting of zhao heng with yanbo.
Amaths test. even worse. could barely manage the paper.
den lit class. whole class kena scolded by miss ong.

zzz I feel like i am losing myself. ... ... ... ... ... ... ...