can't seem to do homework nowadays, and feel so bored. therefore cme blog.
as the title follows.... i feel that. there are 2 mes inside myself. Sometimes, i feel that i can be very very nice to others, and yet, sometimes i will be very very bad to others. I somewhat,somehow, can't seem to stick to oneside. or remain neutral.
Sometimes, when i do reasonings... i feel...myself thinking 2 ways. totally opposite. wtf.. it burns my brain like siao. jia lat.
Maybe one day you will see me out there commiting homicides[lol j/k], and another day volunteering at the elderly home.
Sometimes... i feel that i need a little bit more temper with my friends, and a little bit lesser temper with my parents. Is it because i don't get easily, you all keep trying to push my limits har? Not that i dun wan get angry, if i angry, u all will chua tio. bo bian. always give people an impression of being easy-going. Man. i feel so fucking fake. lol. cannot change this personality of mine liao.
in class. very quiet. outside school. noisy. complete contrast. heng yikai nvr hang out with me. or else he will find me very kong bu.
Being quiet is getting to be the better choice for me though. cause... for some reason, reduce the noise pollution[*erhem* especially at my area]. but that means lesser entertainment for myself, and me drifting away from the class..
being noisy, makes my day in school past by very quickly. and i will be very gl. nehneh. wadeva lar~
even though i gl people, i dun make them feel those type of exploding anger, just laughters. they dun hold a grudge to me, or do they? if so den nigel will be so full of grudges he will fall on his front.
I lost something i like today. hais. my own fault. must learn to accept things more steadily, or else, i will be just a very narrow person[ even though i am literally].
~ { 22:07 } In your eyes lies all happiness for this new world;
