Bright days are bygones?
-warning- This is a quite depressing post. maybe.

These few days, i must say, are pretty much the darkest days in my life so far.
Exam results seem to be the root of the problem. I just feel so sick and tired of myself now, or maybe disgusted.
Without doing revision, without doing assignments, i can go sit for the exam, and then aim to get a pass or a b4. Now i think of it, hilarious, or rather, immature. Im afterall a person with that average intelligence, and a great lack of dilligence. If i were to continue in my ways, i wun be able to achieve anything.

Then i heard about how wenjie revised. I think he really deserved more.
I must emphasize to myself every now and then, "You only deserve something equivalent to the amount of effort you put it" Its really true. I used to think, exams, happy go lucky, got study no study, also can scrape through, but it turned out i was totally wrong.

Now I wonder, is it too late to turn back? I wanna change, but exactly how strong is my resolve.
I really dunno, but all i know is that i have to make it rigid, to tide me over this ordeal.

Another topic, friends. What do we really treat each others as now? The silence was so sharp in Macdonalds today, and i dun get why. Is this a sign that, the friendship is wearing off? Probably?
I duno. Maybe, i would strongly like to believe, that we are all tired, and we just needed a break. I would hope and pray that its that way, for it is for me.

When would the bright days come back? Will Lady Luck ever smile on me again? I wonder...

"The difference between education and wisdom is that, education tells you that 2+2=4, while wisdom tells you that you can't get more than 4 out of 2+2"

*sidenote- My posts, are in no way relevant to anyone, and its just pure coincidence if anyone were to post about the same genre of things, and on the same day.