Somehow.. have been feeling better these few days.
Hmm... I have been pretty much enjoying every Saturday, getting up early in de morning for my tuition. Plugging in my mp3, i will relax myself on de bus... Upon reaching the destination, i will tell myself to give it all out for Amaths... How cool. I somehow really enjoy it. The feeling of closing the gap between the other peeps in my class. The feeling of learning a new thing every saturday.... Yestaday, i decided to walk home from teckwhye, and somehow... it felt so different. I found the closest route from teckwhye to my house, and on the bridge at the highway there, i saw something which awed me. Something, which i had never seen before. Up in the blue sky, i saw swallows, flying all around the trees, a huge flock of them. All of them flew in random directions, so carefree. I wonder if its their migratory season, or mating season. But its defintely.... so beautiful. If only that happened everyday, i wouldn't mind walking home from teckwhye. haha. Unfortunately.... Have been wasting away my weekends slacking. But it was quite a lovely unique saturday. 070707...and my shirt no. 7
Lets see.. Sunday... Almost my favourite day of the week. The freedom to sleep till the afternoon sun hangs up high. Well.. went to yihfang's sister's wedding buffet today.... The whole grp was very crappy, and we went to Ss to buy something, like chocalates. Hmm... Me and wenjie went for bball, and i wore my new shirt. hehe. so cool Today's basketball was purely.... an enjoyment. No sun, plenty of wind, no people. Initially, we were playing with a grp of primary skool kids, we 2 vs 4 them. Looks like we were bullying small kids eh? Indeed!! haha. But i manage to improve myself through that. I learnt how to intercept balls very well, and i managed my 3-points perfectly. Seems like i performed voodoo and kept scoring my 3-points. Uncle praised me sia. haha. Very motivated liao!! Oh, den go play 3 vs 3 against wenjie's dad uncle and a kid.... I intercepted and played until very well inthe first set, but den... my shooting dropped lar. was too tired then. But then managed 5 sets, and won 3. Pretty much shiok today lor. ___________________________________________________________________
In de past... Everytime i shot a ball, it holds my hopes of everyone "praising" me. Now, i shoot a ball to let my teamates gain confidence in me, and for myself.
Everytime i ran on the trek, i will run to show that i can manage my stamina, which i really can't haha Now... I run to feel the wind, running to see myself overtake the others, and seeing myself always lagging behind others. I know that i can be better than others if i want, and yet, theres always someone better than me, and i must constantly push myself to close the distance.
Everytime i gave a smash, my strength comes from my desperate self....I will always aim my smash at someone to show that even if i smash that someone heads on, he will not be able to receive it... However... i dun really smash now, probably cause i lost my strength of smashing. Who do i smash for, what do i smash for.... im still finding an answer....
There are so many questions unanswered... There are so many things about myself that i duno....
If you know the anime/manga series Air gear, you will understand this part... if u dun, too bad... Basketball to me now, is just like the trophuem in airgear, well i view it this way hehe. Currently in class F, dats what makes bball more enjoyable for me buahhaha
For those who know me, and for those who don't.... -If theres an instrument for me to pick up, i will pick up violin. -I dun respect all de teachers, i do selective greeting in skool -I hate childish people... and myself if i sometimes behave like one. -There are some things i can understand very fast, for those which i dun, it will take me a long time to digest it. -deleted- Meh said i suan him using this one. hahaha Alrite~ dats all for today.... Must chiong from prelims and 'O's okay!
~ { 20:47 } In your eyes lies all happiness for this new world;
