The Past Ended. The Future Is Always Coming

2009-04-05T00:44:00.009+08:00

HALO!! LONG time no see~~!
This is my freshly baked and selected timetable.
Im uploading it for the conveniences of the masses.

Quickpost this image to Myspace, Digg, Facebook, and others!

Lets analyze the timetable. From what i see, its basically the same as what i had last semester -_-" the difference however, lies in the switchings between IS days. Frigging lame. I just lost friday as my free man's day. Maybe its just not meant to be.

That aside, I wanna watch DMC And handsome suit. BUT i dun even got a frigging chance to go watch. LIFe sucks. WTF. Jio me if u are watching kay. thanks. bye

2009-03-02T01:48:00.002+08:00

Woo~ Exams are finally over. Life is officially dry now. I can't wait for schools to reopen!! XD No school = no girls to beo T.T Its a bloody 1.5 mths holiday. Damn. The best part of holidays is that u get freedom in ur sleeping hrs. The worst part is that.. sometimes u really have nothing to do at all. So boring rite~

Now got recession, part time jobs are like.. damn diff to find la!! zz~

I just found out that i was tagged by huimin. Needa share 100 truths sia. Im always not very honest de XD. School made me lost my integrity, so dun blame me~

100 truths
Share with upmost integrity!

100 Truths. After you've filled this out, tag 15 people and have them do the same.

Last beverage → Green tea
Last phone call → Peiyang
Last instant message → Ghan yean
Last song you listened to → 情歌~
Last time you cried → when i couldn't find my underwear. XD | When my ahgong passed away??

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → No~
Been cheated on → fucking hell yeah.
Kissed someone & regretted it → No.
Lost someone special→ yea.

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → No?
Laughed until you cried → Hell yeah.
Met someone who changed your life → yeah.
Found out someone was talking about you → no~
Have you kissed anyone on your top friends? → simi is top friends?
How many ppl on your top friends do you know in real life? → simi is top friends?
How many kids do you want to have → Enough to form a soccer league XD | Either my dick will die first or my wife will divorce me first XD

Do you have any pets → no.
Do you want to change your name → !s!h!a!w!n! (if u watched rusell peter's tingy u'll know XD)
What time did you wake up today → 7.45 PM
What were you doing at midnight last night → Stayover at friend's house
Name something you CANNOT wait for → Holidays to end!! LOL
Last time you saw your father→ before i went into my room.
What's one thing you wish you could change → Make my dick monster. LOL. | My body structure. de metabolism thingy? XD i wanna grow FAT.
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → No.
What's getting on your nerves right now → My left leg is cramped.
What's your real name → Chow jun jie.
Zodiac sign → Lion? LOL. sry dats another one. Mines erm.. sheep/goat.
Elementary/primary School → De la salle
High School → Bukit Panjang
Hair color → Er. duno. Hot brown!
Long or short → Short.
Are you a health freak → No.
Righty or lefty → Righty for de win~

FIRSTS:
First surgery → HAHA duno.
First piercing → When i was born. Theres a hole in my ass.
First best friend → Primary sch
First sport you joined → Badminton!!
First pet → ?!?!?!?! Chicken. LOL~
First vacation → Malaysia.
First crush → Primary 3

CURRENTLY :
Eating → Air.
Drinking → Saliva.
Waiting → for myself to get tired.

YOUR FUTURE :

Want kids? → Min is de 20 teams soccer league. Max- till i can't do it anymore. LOL
Want to get married?→ yea.
Careers in mind? → Either a successful conman or a teacher.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Kissed a stranger → No
Drank hard liquor → Duno? Well.. i get drunk on sugarcane juices sooo~~~ XD
Lost glasses/contacts → No.
Ran away from home → No. Mum locked me out.
Broken someone's heart → Probably my tutors' XD They will be damn sad when dey see my results.
Been arrested → No.
Turned someone down → yea.
Cried when someone died → yea.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → Yea
Miracles → All de time.
Love at first sight → No.
Heaven → Thats where huimin lives. So no. LOL
Santa Claus → No.
Kiss on the first date → Maybe?
Angels → Huimin said shes one. So no. XD

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → No. bleah.
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time → YEA XD.
Do you believe in God? → No.
Is this questionnaire a waste of time? → No. Im trying to kill time now.

Woo~ OMG. this is an achievement.
XD

2009-01-19T21:10:00.002+08:00

Im so addicted to my this song!! i think its very nice and meaningful. haha~ sounds so cliche. wadeva~ haha.

Today is a good day.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better!

Common test sucks. Im saying my prayers for tmr's econs ~_____~

2009-01-01T23:00:00.003+08:00

yo~! Happy New Year!! Its 2009. See i told u i saw it coming (like duh~) LOL.

I hope 2009 will be better, although 2008 wasn't too bad with de exception of my results ):

I can't wait for 2010 cause 2009 looks ugly. I have something against de no.9 duno why. haha~

Anyway here is something very random~

How long has it been since u lie down on like anywhere looking up to the night sky~?

On a 某某的夜晚, i was lying down on a 某某的地方, looking at a 某某的一片天空 for a 某某的时间.

I din know that de night sky was so beautiful.

所以!

i made up my mind. I shall live in a house which will have a spot which has a transparent ceiling. I think it will be damn awesome. Just dun let de splatters of bird shit spoil create an even more flashy scenery can le LOL.

dats why i shall work very very very hard...!

用功努力！

HaHa. Sch is reopening. Shawn Loves School. He is looking forward to the tutorials, lectures, workshops and projects and all the fun that de sch is gonna give him. OH yea, not to forget the common tests which he successfully screwed up along with another set of common tests to be taken during sch reopening.

This is so exciting.

Don't you think so?

Oh yea~ Tmr anyone going back?

2008-12-22T00:17:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHH Im going crazy. Why?!

Why can't i sleep before 5am?!

This is making me crazy!

de School holidays are driving me crazy too.

NOTHING TO DO.

I feel more lifeless den before.

...

Anyway i just watched de match of "Singapore" vs Vietnam.

Pretty much amazing and interesting. It changed my perspective towards de Sg soccer team abit. I used to think dat Sg soccer team is over reliant on ... our foreign talents. But after watching de 1st half, i think dat the malay players in de team are pretty commendable.

Nor Alam Shah~ i duno how to spell, he plays like a gangster. but his style rocks! haha!

den deres another malay guy at the left flank who gave me a pleasant surprise. I used to think dat de team's style is to clear and "poh" chance see whether a striker gets it and so on... BUT!! he proved me wrong! AMAZING! He dribbled! And and! he made brilliant passes!! WHATS MORE! he can pass alot of defenders!!! AMAZING!

If our country is made up of more talents like de 2.. i would surely go support de soccer team. But... ... ... suan le~

As papa and mama always tell us.. Study comes first. Play? Later.

De viets seem to have a very dirty playing style. Seeing them play.. makes me laugh~ But well, this is soccer, a gentleman's game.

2009 is approaching

i wonder if de new year will be a better one~

hehe

2008-12-12T14:56:00.002+08:00

Woo~ Common test is finally over. I screwed it up badly even though i mug quite a bit.
Now i see how much i fail in life LOL

Now im more convinced that im not cut out for de mugging subjects.
I really hate regurgitation, although people always say, its like giving away free marks.

But whats over is over~ hahah

Now we shall look towards the future, which is another common test after the holidays. LOL

What an ironic holiday.

2008-11-28T22:22:00.001+08:00

Tears of Jupiter-Train

Now that shes back in the atmosphere
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that theres time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that shes back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that theres time to grow, hey, hey

Now that shes back in the atmosphere
Im afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know youre wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way

Damn Nice old song~

2008-11-06T19:15:00.003+08:00

视线

已经多就没有这种心跳加数的感觉
坐在离我不远的你为何怎么都没察觉
有一个我一直对着你傻傻的发呆
你的一举一动我视线离不开
越看就越觉得你好可爱

你那没被化妆粉刷的脸蛋
简直跟你的微笑一样的灿烂
是你让我觉得美丽也可以那么的简单
美丽得让我心里掀起一阵阵的渴望

也许因为我的视线离不开你
所以才会渐渐得对明天带着单纯托寄
我只想在每天上课时看到你
这样才能偷偷望着你

也许因为我的视线离不开你
所以才会渐渐觉得一天比一天更美丽
我好想在每天下课时留住你
这样才能正面看着你

已经多就没有这种渴望爱情的念头
坐在离我不远的你为何怎么都没察觉
有一个我一直对着你傻傻的发呆
你的一举一动我视线离不开
越看就越觉得你好可爱

你那偶尔带着调皮的语调
简直跟你的微笑一样的甜美
是你让我觉得美丽也可以那么的简单
美丽得让我心里掀起一阵阵的期望

也许因为我的视线离不开你
所以才会渐渐得对明天带着单纯托寄
我只想在每天上课时看到你
这样才能偷偷望着你

也许因为我的视线离不开你
所以才会渐渐觉得一天比一天更美丽
我好想在每天下课时留住你
这样才能正面看着你

也许如果我们真的走在一起
对待未来的每一天我会忙得措手不及
忙着想在下课时如何牵着你
这样才能好好爱着你

wooo~ 灵感灵感!
I feel so positive towards sleeping nowadays so much so that its like everytime i turn arnd and sees my bed, i will end up landing there within 10 mins. Its so fucking tempting. I dun even know why i feel so fucking tired nowadays.

While on de bus today, i asked myself, "Am i working too hard for school?" The first thing that comes to people's mind when i say im working hard for studies would be probably one of the following : "bullshit", "crap", "very funny", "yayaya" or "good joke".

Those are actually de exacts that came to me when i pondered over de question. BUT! somehow or rather, i seriously think that im being too serious. And i realised that when im being overly serious, i absorb less that expected cause i get brain-burnt/fried easily. That being a fact, sucks.

So should i put in so much effort? I think that de common test shall provide me de answer. IF i ace 3 or more, i shall continue my efforts or else it will be a byebye to de "hardworking" me :D~

Oh yea~ i played 1 round of dota yesterday after depriving myself of it for like quite long. It felt like as if i was playing maplestory. I hereby conclude that i have lost interest in games. I must give my thanks to de guitar for that. However, i must state that if under any circumstances that i must play dota, i will, but definitely i will not enjoy it since its not out of my will~ lalala

It sucks to include de word "dota" in my post. It will be my 1st & last time. Probably not first, but de last time is a sure thing :D

de following to ex-bpians~

Anyone attending de durian party(not funeral) on de 12th nov? Must sms/call Mr Jamil if u're going~ Dun pangseh or i will... ... ... go by myself -__-"

Thats all~

2008-10-28T23:02:00.002+08:00

While i was heading home today, i saw an old man who stirred up alot of thoughts within me. No, he didn't do anything to me.

The only thing about him was dat, he suffers from a problem with his limbs. Although his 2 legs were intact, but he can't walk without an assisting equipment.(i duno wad u call dat)

A mere 10 metres would take us a few seconds, but for him, even a metre takes an intense lot out of him. I can't imagine him crossing the road, with most of de sgrean drivers who are always -indescribable-

Now i really feel real lucky to be normal, to be able to walk freely, run freely. This uncle is perhaps de motivating factor behind my willingness to run more while playing sports. Nobody knows when he/she will lose sth precious to them. Afterall, we can't control our future due to de amt of externalities. Hence, its time to cherish de present eh~?

2008-10-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

Woo~ I bought my guitar after a long long time! haha~
And and!! And!! Liverpool pawn Chelsea!! Ahahaha~ knock de blues out man~

Its semester 2 le~ Feels so different, seems like de tutorials are getting more and more tedious. Im hoping that everything goes fine.

Life is so boring when u slack everyday off~ score average marks~ have no girlfriend(lol~)etc.

Hence~ I shall give myself some aims to make my life more interesting. Like for example...

-Score AD(s)? :D
-Get into NP sch team and get de jacket
-Play de guitar well
-Improve my stamina
-GET FAT
-Play basketball well
-Save alot of money
-Get a GF

and so on..

If u had noticed, all de things listed on top are unattainable~ but well, deres a saying that goes sth like 人因梦想而伟大! haha

Anyone who wishes to join me in my conquest can do so. just dun vie with me for a potential gf~ haha~ j/k.

dats all~ for de meanwhile, 保重吧. 我们有缘再见! :D

2008-09-06T01:07:00.002+08:00

Been quite some time since my last post eh~ haha cause im lazy ma ~_~

Life has been good, with my sleeping hours becoming more normal.

Counting down, theres still like 4 more days to de result release. I'm Hoping and Praying that everything will turn out to be fine.

Then there would be de selection of timetable~ I'm Hoping and Praying that i remain with my class. Actually i just wanna see my eyecandy lol~

Oh yea~ there is a new ride in town! Ferrari just released a new series 'California' i think. It is really nice when its got de roof on but i can't appreciate its beauty when the roof is gone ~.~ Well, maybe thats cause i'm quite prejudiced against the 'spider'(roofless) form of cars..

Having been exposed to radios for the recent period, i have caught up onto a very nice song.. Well, it gotta be nice or else they won't be playing it that frequently.

Its 下雨天 by Lara of nanquanmama

The tune of the song is just so catching and addictive and i just...fell in love with it de first time i heard it. And trust me, its very 耐听~ sooner or later you'll find yourself repeating it lol~

And!! and!!! Lara is so chio with such a ... cute voice lol~ (p.s thats not the reason why i love the song, or at least, its not the core reason haha~)

Lastly~ i wanna change my phone! but i can't decide between iPhone or Samsung Omnia! ahhhh!!

iPhone is like sucks la~ without a video capturing function! then i cannot do a NP Scandal with my girlfriend in future sia! T_T lol~ j/k huh! NP reputation good good de okay. Cause NP stands for No Porn haha~

Den de Samsung thingy... zzz~ though the reviews were acceptable, BUT! i dun trust Samsung Products for some reason i forgot. And Maybe due to de fact that it wasn't as catching as de iPhone, hence there weren't that many criticism on it.

Ahh~~ 怎么办!! Haha~ i think i get my pay first den think about it again :p

So Peeps~ Its around 4 more days till you see me smiling gleefully, or behaving normally or emo-ing.

Kay~ All de best to Me! and may your best be with Me! haha~

2008-08-22T18:16:00.003+08:00

Exams are over!
viwawahahahah!

the bad thing is that my result slip won't be littered with A~ but with alot of Cs. haha

sth random :

弦子- 第三者的第三者 is a really nice song :D

have been listening to her songs recently, really nice!

2008-08-04T21:17:00.002+08:00

Today marks the end of my second semester in Np. Rejoice, for there isn't any need to squeeze in the awfully packed buses and Mrts. Regrets, for there is really too much i have missed out, and there are some really good lecturers leaving my circle of life.

I would seriously miss my Bcomm tutor as he is really entertaining, and also, never failing to instil some energy into the really really dry lessons. Really can't forget his introduction to "How to catch the attention of the audience when giving a speech" haha!

Also my MIEC tutor~! Though he is really short, has a boring face and is a diehard Man-U fan( sorry no link ), but he really shows that one shouldn't judge by appearance. I never failed to be entertained by his lessons and a big thanks to him for letting me develop interest in econs.

Then theres the really-like-to-slack-alot BMGT tutor! She really likes slacking, and its always slack and more slack in her lessons. Thats why we always fail to catch the gist of the lesson and that contributes to why im studying so hard for BMGT now -.-

Not to forget, the guy who always makes me workout on fridays - my soccer coach. He is a damn talkative guy who always makes us go.. "JUST START THE FUCKING SOCCER GAME" But nevertheless, he is a really funny guy who somehow made me develop interest in soccer. For once, i wanted to fail SNW. haha~

So its around 11 more days to my 1st paper and i am like only 5% through my revision. For once, i am really grateful to the school for implementing a study week commencing since i typed the first word of this post. I really hope to ace my exams though its not quite possible. However, i do strongly believe in the 30% intelligence, 50% hardwork and 20% luck principle! If calculated accurately, i would just scrape a 50% for my exams! :p

School is so dry~ Exams are so dry~ Modules are so dry~ Life is so dry~ I'm so dry~

So here is a few jokes to relieve the boredom within you.
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Ah Beng bought a new mobile.
He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & said,
'My Mobile No. Has changed.
Earlier it was Nokia 3310. Now it is 6610'

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Ah Beng : I am a Proud, coz my son is in Medical College .
Friend: Really, what is he studying.
Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are Studying him.

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Ah Beng : Doctor, in my dreams, I play football every night.
DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok.
Ah Beng : Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game.

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Ah Beng : If I die, will u remarry?
Wife: No! I'll stay with my sister. But if I die will u remarry?
Ah Beng : No, I'll also stay with your sister.

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Ah Beng : People consider me as a 'GOD'
Wife: How do you know??
Ah Beng : When I went to the Park today, everybody said,
Oh GOD! U have come again.

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Ah Beng complained to the police: 'Sir, all items are missing,
except the TV in my house.'
Police: 'How the thief did not take TV?'
Ah Beng : 'I was watching TV news...'

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Ah Beng comes back 2 his car & find a note saying 'Parking Fine'
He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole 'Thanks for complement.'

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How do you recognize Ah Beng in School?
He is the one who erases the notes from the book when the teacher erases
the board.

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Once Ah Beng was walking he had a glove on one hand and not on other.
So the man asked him why he did so. He replied that the weather forecast
announced that on one hand it would be cold and on the other hand it would
be hot.

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Ah Beng in a bar and his cellular phone rings. He picks it up and
Says 'Hello, how did you know I was here?'

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Ah Beng : Why are all these people running?
Man - This is a race, the winner will get the cup
Ah Beng - If only the winner will get the cup, why others running?

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Teacher: 'I killed a person' convert this sentence into future tense
Ah Beng : The future tense is 'u will go to jail'

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Ah Beng told his servant: 'Go and water the plants!'
Servant: 'It's already raining.'
Ah Beng : 'So what? Take an umbrella and go.'

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A man asked Ah Beng why Ahmad Badawi goes walking in the Evening and not
in the morning Ah Beng replied Ahmad Badawi is PM not AM

Haha~ sorry if you didn't laugh~

Life is too short for regrets. Life expectancy is not equals to the age that one would live up to. So have you ever thought of what you always wanted to do and what you should do?

No. I am not dying.
But who knows what would happen in life.

So lets not rest our legs on the table, bodies on our bed, or whatever else.

Its time to start thinking~

2008-07-29T00:11:00.002+08:00

My Life Is In A Mess.

And Exams are coming soon~

2008-07-06T00:13:00.002+08:00

I am super unlucky recently mans~

I kept receiving dressing downs for those insignificant matters.

I was tricked into bringing my super heavy laptop to a lesson which didn't require me to use it.

I received a scolding from the sandwich store aunty who was having menopause. hong gan cb kia.
(Almost everyone in the store got a scolding from her) For that, i am going to anti-sandwich store for 2 weeks. -_-"

I lost my favourite notebook. Although its free and has unimportant notes inside, but i still like it lots and lots.

So how? Am i going to lose something which i like next?

I am seriously considering going to a temple to ask for some luck charms. wat suayness man~

wa lan~ i am still feeling very sad la. how can i lose it so easily...

2008-06-30T21:25:00.001+08:00

ai zai buay zai ai zai buay zai

Me = buay zai

LOL~ went for trial and failed at the very very basics stage.

but its okay!

明年再来!

haha~

2008-06-29T21:11:00.002+08:00

wo de tian ah~! tmr sch team selection...

haiz~ i think i cannot get in le. Now i regretted ponning "trainings" -_-"

Ai zai~ buay zai~ Ai zai~ buay zai~

And i wanna watch -Wanted-

2008-06-22T16:48:00.002+08:00

Oh no~ de holiday is ending! ):

I wonder if de sch is gonna give us back our common test results~

Anyways~ tomorrow is going to @!$!@% cause there is a graded assignment for POA~ Ahmygod!

Also! when i have decided not to bring my lappy to sch, the notices said otherwise =/ sucks ~

Im still suffering from de over-fatigue which i caught from de bbq~ Feeling so damn tired sia~

And very paisei to many people for de many kok-ups~ =\

Oh and good luck to those taking their common test ~ ^_^

2008-06-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

ZzZ I am so being screwed up at home.

fuck

Its getting on my nerves.

2008-06-16T21:13:00.002+08:00

heys~

I UNINSTALLED WARCRAFT 3!
MEANS NO MORE DOTA! :D
GONG XI GONG XI TO MYSELF

HAHA! I FEEL SO PROUD OF MYSELF

Warning: Wall Of Text Which Might Bore ^_^

Firstly~ a quiz
Tagged by huimin:

How are you feeling today?
会呼吸的痛
sad sad song sia~ :( im feeling sad :((

Will you get far in life?
一个像夏天一个像秋天
can't interpret? lol~

How do your friends see you?
听不到
dey see me but dun listen to me :D

Will you get married?
数到五答应我
haha not bad. positive answer leh~ hopefully sia~

What is your best friend's theme song?
原点
O_O? i duno~

What is the story of your life?
你要的爱
The love that i need? haha~ maybe sia

What was high school like?
honoo no tobira
duno wads dat. but i like de song :D

How can you get ahead in life?
清天
the title and the lyrics are like 2 diff things~ emo song
but should be a peaceful life ba~

What's the best thing about your friends?
because of you
YEA! because of them! im here lol~

What's in store for this weekend?
she will be loved
o.O old song le~

Describe your grandparents
倔强
i think it means stubborn? i duno.

How's your life going?
江南
dun understand?

What song will they play at your funeral?
太美丽
woo~ be it in life or death~ im still de most chio! chio! chio!

How does the world see you?
believe me
YEA! believe in me man~!

Will you have a happy life?
爱在西园前
i dun understand. shuld be sth good?

Do people secretly lust after you?
开不了口
lol~ maybe dey do, just that dey shy, dun dare say nia. haha!

How can you make yourself happy?
你给的
accepting what others give me? haha true.

What should you do with your life?
无条件为你
means unconditional love? i think.
but yea~ get me a zhabor first den say lol~

Will you ever have children?
安静
wa lao~ why silence. im not 无能！lol! i love children la~ dun like dat.

What song would you strip to?
好朋友
er. sounds odd. luckily is not "who will u strip to" haha~

What does your mum think of you?
我要快乐
er~ i dun think she gives a damn.

What song would be played at your wedding?
精舞门
COOL! everyone will be so high sia haha~!

Haha~ funny quiz.
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These few days were quite fun la :D

There were events like Cai Jun's birthday.
Then there was a "gathering" today.
And went to send my bro off to Korea.
Also got go down Bugis.

BUT!

Its still de worst June Holidays dat i ever had.
Its So Fucking Boring.

And deres no work for me to do.
BORING.

But well~ luckily still got a few outings~
I must learn to be satisfied with what i have

yea~ and saw my classmates....
de zha bors all become more chio le, and for some, more chor lor.
de guys, all taller and tanner le. And it sucks being me when i saw them -.-

De only person i could not recognise was Yi Jun! LOL! my brain auto labelled her as a stranger. hahaha~ <she become more man liao>

den at caijun's "party", dey were talking about very random stuffs. Like dreams.
I swear, if i were to be a ghost, i will stay away from Cai Jun. <She is FIERCE, and she knows kickboxing>

yea~ as for today's gathering......... ............ ...........
haha~ quite fun. bowled and pooled.

But i suck at both la. sia la~ damn xia suay sia...
既然lose to 2 zha bors! omgomg! somemore twice lor. de table is definitely cursed de lor.
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Anyways, those aside, im thinking of organising bbq dis friday.
but hor~ i really duno where to hold it.
Should it be limbang park? Or should it be at sentosa?

I really duno sia~

If anyone specifically wans it to be held @ anywhere, plz let me know.
i'll see wad i can do sia.

haha dats all sia~

2008-06-04T21:36:00.002+08:00

wooo~ common test is finally over!

I think i screwed up pretty badly this time. haha
But i dun really care! Cause its de future that matters :D

I think i really did a great job dis common test sia.

Drawing graphs without rulers, erasers, and sharp pencils -.-

Totally read balls for IT in business. -_-"
worse still, i reached late and left early. LOL

And POA ish omfg! lol~ i dun wanna think about it for de moment.

I am praying so hardly now dat i will just scrape through this common test man.
Let me scrape through, and i will TRY to work hard for next semester kay? :D

haha~ for those who are still in de common test mode~

Gambatte! Watch less anime and tv ~ read less adult magazines and mangas ~ and drink more water cause de weather still sucks.

Im finally a free man! feel free to jio me out haha.

dats all~

2008-06-01T21:46:00.002+08:00

1. What’s the definition of good friend means to you?
someone who won't be offended by me lol~ or rather, someone who can communicate with me.

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
friends duh

3. Who is the person you trust most?
i haven decided on a suitable candidate yet. hahaha~

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
yea

5. Who is your idol?
cao ge~! wooo

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yea, i believe in what i see / had seen / had been seeing

7. What is your goal for this year?
get an AD for at least 1 module~

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
yea, if i get a guitar or a piano, i will love it for eternity

9. Have you broken someone’s heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
i dun hang out with people who is of that low of an intelligence :x

10. What feeling do you love most?
Being truly happy

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
as long as she is happy with me~

12. List some best moments in life?
when i got my o lvl results~ clique chalet

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes, if u are part of my clique :d
i will try to cherish if u are not hahaha~

14. Between money and love. Which one ?
love for money. haha j/k ^^

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
things that i cherish.

16. Do you love anime?
used to.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
he is taller than me.

18. What have you done to please yourself?
sleep.

19. IF you had one wish right now, what would you wish for to come true?
i wish for no natural disasters.

20. What do you want most for your birthday?
i wan that day to be spent wisely. hahaha~

dats all~

2008-05-29T21:19:00.003+08:00

wooooo~~~!!

I have completed my e-learning thingys ahead of time !!

I feel so proud of my achievement man! but [quote from lecturer] "everything that we do comes with an opportunity cost"[/end quote]

yea. true indeed. I haven even fucking start studying for my common test. -_-"

And i just realised dat e-learning made my life so fucking boring.

A look at my activities since monday O_O

1.30pm : wake up
2pm : lunch
2.20 to 4.30 pm : e-"learning"
4.30pm to 6.30pm : basketball
7.30 pm : dinner -.-
815pm: read manga [completed one piece! ]
9.30 pm: e-"learning"
10.45-11pm: starts discussion about dota games.
11.20: officially start
1-2am : read manga, watch youtube.
2.30 onwards~ sleep!

and da cycle continues. WTF

Wad type of shitty life is dis man. At least shit got colour, my life. so plain.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

regards,
shawn [/learnt from bcomm]

2008-05-27T23:50:00.003+08:00

Ah~ I feel so empty now.

My Life is so boring.

Im not living de me whom i used to be.

There are so many things lacking in my life now man.

For once, i miss de lot 1 macdonalds. nostalgic eh~

For seconds, i miss the 307 bus ride.

Life is so empty that it makes me feel so hungry.

And the weather is so hot, and it just makes my temper go from bad to worse.

2008-05-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

Im tired, very tired.

Expectations, targets, family, school.

Time for a long sleep.

2008-05-14T20:27:00.003+08:00

Here we are..

Watching Tvs

Playing Games

Eating our dinner

Thinking of someone

Staring into blank space

Complaining about sch works

Sleeping

There they are

Struggling for help

Catching a glimpse of light

Asking for a drip of water

Asking for a piece of bread

Asking for their children to come back

The world is unfair.

Please donate to the victims of de disaster, cause they really need it.

2008-05-09T23:58:00.002+08:00

Do i look very relax? Maybe...
Thats why people will assume that my course is simple. :x

But theres really no point in putting up a long face all day long rite?
de "Im STRESSED" face will make people around you stressed too.

so, we should put de "Im Still ALIVE" face, especially after lessons.
This will help instill life in others around you too ^^

So now, this is de 4th week, and yet, im already getting sick of lectures?
Maybe i just fail as an attentive student, or maybe my talent lies somewhere else.
Cause when i read my report book, none of de teachers stated that i was an attentive listener. True...

Everyone seems to be busy, busy with encoding their posts, and busy with decoding others' posts. And Im definitely not part of the busy population. And i dun really care about those posts.

Its always so funny when i read those posts with zzxxxsaccc language.
They are trying to get a message across to someone, but they don't want everyone to know about the contents of the message. And then they expect the targeted someone to go waste his/her time to decode the message. And then de non-targeted audience will go like ~ OH! i know de contents of de message.

So whats de point anyways?

make it secretive or not?

Or issit that they have an obstacle in their heart to overcome?

Something like, maybe they wanna say... " i have a crush on ZXzxczxc" but they dun dare to type it out, instead they will go, "ppllsada iuj sfasmsad" * prays that de girl will even hiew de wall of alienated text*

HOW LAME.

I'll rather u pick up a your phone, and get everything straight, hear the answer u wanna hear/dun wanna hear.

But well.. de world is not as simple as it is, so are its inhabitants.
Thus, not every story has a happy ending ^^

And remember~ u are the 1 revolving round de world, not the world revolving around you.

If you are too stress about studies, or you can't control your hormones for something/someone..
heres de solution man~

Go and google up some PICTURES of japanese/latinos babes.

2008-05-02T19:05:00.003+08:00

-Post DeLeted for specific reasons :D-

Oh yea, the weathers real hot nowadays, i have developed for myself, fear of heat ~_~

Take care peeps.

2008-04-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

I wish that everyday was something new.

Life now is so boring~ ~ ~

What happened to the colours in life?

Has the new journey in poly whitewashed my brain's idea of joy?

Boring Boring Boring

What happened man~ where are my comrades in arm who will not pia?

where are my comrades who will always pon with me?

where are my comrades who will converse in vulgarities with me?

where are my comrades who will guai lan the teacher with me?

where are my comrades who will always stand up with me, just to say that we did not do our work?

"colours of a neighbourhood school"? maybe~

2008-04-27T23:27:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Np StrinGs!

Which day shuld i attend.. monday wednesday or wad~

if go on monday, will be a tiring day..
if go on wednesday, will have to wait a few hrs for cca to start... sians
if go on other days, i duno whens de other day...

Zhen me ban?~

*flips coin*

2008-04-17T23:09:00.001+08:00

Alrites Okays ~

I've decided on my CCAs....

Badminton and Np Strings~!

I think dat Np Badminton like.. abit sucks.. but WELL, i can improve it! yea ME :D

So anyone wan accompany me? hahaha~

dats all!

2008-04-16T21:42:00.003+08:00

IMPORTANT!

These are "Xtra Information" dat u might wanna know :D ^^

BEST Chinese Food:
Canteen 1 - Yong Tau Foo

BEST Muslim Food:
Canteen 4

BEST Indian Food:
Canteen 3

BEST Western Food:
SIM Canteen

BEST Drinks:
Canteen 1

BEST Quick Bites:
Sandwiches from Atrium [Highly Recommended!!!]

BEST Place For Exercise:
Gymklerkz

BEST Place To Meet/Dota:
OurSpace@72

BEST Place To Relax:
Games Room(Library)

BEST It Helpdesk:
Blk 72, Lvl 6

BEST Toilet:
Blk 72, Lvl1

Dats all~
MUST REMEMBER HOR!

Oh yea! BEST STUDENT : ME!!

De Followings My Timetable!! If ur free time = my free time, SMS me hor! Dun PanG SeH!!

Quickpost this image to Myspace, Digg, Facebook, and others!

2008-04-15T20:53:00.003+08:00

wo de tian ahhhh~!

which cca shuld i join??

Ahh~

Track N Field Cum Badminton?? [But badmintons on SaTurday!!]

Guitar Cum Badminton??

Track N Field Cum Basketball??

Street Dance Cum Taekwando?? [ Looks funny ~ lol ]

Street dance Cum Badminton??

Or shuld i join 1 only?

X_X wan dan le la!!
Gimme Suggestions sia~

Oh yea~ Anyone did not write down deir names during de CCA Fiesta thinge?
Dun tell me dat im de only one [ du yi wu er T_T ]

2008-04-13T23:31:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow School Starts~

Monday Blues! AHH

Hopes for de best (:

baOC

2008-04-11T14:41:00.002+08:00

Heys people~

Im BACK, from BAOC~

Day1 : Sian~
It was really boring boring boring and boring.
Maybe it was just me.
Couldn't really click :(

Huh? Cannot click? How come liddat?? *shock*

They all speak english de~
I slept at 4.30 and woke up at 8?
Everybody shyshy~

The only good thing about de day was dat, i was really good at a game dat i used to really suck at....And deres a wuzhong de in BFS~~~

Who??
Gekpeng lor~ -duno if i spelled it corrctly ma-

den went home~ TRied really really hard to sleep.
REsults? Slept at 4.30~ again -_-"

And had to wake up at 6.20 to get ready.
WTF!

And i went to sch with an emo face again.
Well~ lots of ppl also had dat face.

Tried very hard to mingle, but sleepiness got de better of me~
Almost puked when eating dat currypuff~
It sucks and i had no appetite.

So.. It was games day...
like wow~ games~

Turned out dat de games were okay~ only.
Maybe cause bp de games more fun ba. haha

den went home at 6+
reached home 8pm
Slept 8.20pm

And den came today!
i PON
why? so rebellious~
Bo bian~ tired, and it was raining. de factors for sleeping~!
And somemore my grp de ren got alot pon. LOL

So overall was it fun?

Quote of day 1: Sian~ I think tmr will be better~ Games leh!
Quote of day 2: Sian~ thought today would be better... So tomorrow who wan to pon?
Quote of day 3: -duno, i pon-ned- lol~

ZzZz

Im gonna be at a lost on Monday *prays despo-ly*

2008-04-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

heys people~

I've finally quitted my job~
Why?

Too stress ba. x_x
Ke lian de wo~

Nice working experience for me though, de people dere are all quite nice, and friendly. haha~
But well...~

Anyways~ anyone wanna pick up guitar lessons..?

2008-03-23T01:22:00.001+08:00

最近脾气很不好，真是不懂为什么。。

烦。

2008-03-18T01:02:00.004+08:00

Im so in a fucking bad mood now.
Even vulgarities can't appease me.
I dun even knw how many times i have been shouting fuck in de middle of de nite.
I think even sleeping can't help.
AHH WTF

dulan

knn
ccb

WA piang fuck dis and dat

ccb, im getting blamed for things which doesn't concern me.
ccb, my applications all those very confusing
ccb, my m2 card dropped into my laptop hole and canot take out
ccb, tomorrow cannot go settle installation
ccb, windows vista

wa fuck

still veery buay song

knn

CB

fuc fuck fuck fuc fuck

dulan

2008-03-16T19:54:00.002+08:00

Chocolates curb hunger =)
Bbq was fun~
Overnite at ah too's house was tiring

i wanna watch movies~
10000B.C
Forbidden City
Leap Years

Well.. maybe when i get my pay~

And gotta get some birthday presents for some people~
And go back to de boring job dat im at.
And playing some dota
And settling my poly things
And so on. so fourth.

~

2008-03-12T23:25:00.002+08:00

We live in this world for the others, just like others living for us.
Everything we do, they are linked.

"Each affects the other and the other affects the next, and the world is full of stories, but the stories are all one"

how true.

2008-02-28T19:48:00.002+08:00

heys people~

to de jc kias : have fun sia~

to de poly kias : have fun while we can sia~

to de bp kias : have fun before ur Os come~

to de ... .. no more le ~~

Let see...
L - change de world
Gross. Funny. Babysitting. Ape-like running style. Jumping to de jet plane. xiao mei mei and xiao di di. Sweets. N is a.. .. thai/vietnam boy?

Jumper
Jump. Jump. Jump. and more Jumps.
Its cool, cause de tickets cheap.
Its dumb, cause jumpers dun need a car.
Its <#%@^#>, cause it left us at a cliffhanger.
Its original? cause its de 1st time i watch such movies.

Oh ya~ Jasmine thanks for de cat food~ 不愧是同类

Boring post? perharps. My life now is so dull.
I hope poly starts soon.
really.

den dere will be alot of chio bu zeh zehs ^^"
but its see only, no touch, golden rule~

And i really want a M1 class outing. But i couldn't think of a good place to suggest~
Ideas. Anyone?

Some things keep us wondering, and its often these things dat makes de world more interesting to live in?

Anyone can define de word Impossible?

This post is so messy~

2008-02-17T16:39:00.002+08:00

da jia~ valentines day fun ma?

haha~

nothing much to post ba.

just wan to say dat deres newborn kittens camping outside my house dere. very cute and small.
but de lao bu is very fierce~

but de newborn very funny~
got 2 grey and 1 golden one

issit cause de mother got multiple partners? lol~~ j/k

high liao. maybe need go buy cat food~
but im too lazy.

2008-02-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

http://www.onemanga.com/Death_Note/109/

for deathnote fans~ new chapter~ one shot special!! must read!!

2008-02-10T16:52:00.000+08:00

yoyo
i guess everyone are pretty busy eh?
I think by now everyone shuld know dat 2 couples still owe us angbao money~~
da ge da sao and de other pair.... i think is 你知我知大家知 =)

Lets see... went back to Wu Zhong... and it was quite, cool.
Mdm Eio dyed her hair... and she so happy see me. just like i so happy see her.
den Ze Tong grew up to be so tall and handsome.
And zhiyang~ de usual 财神爷
And as usual mr lim see me will suan me~
den Mr neo de flatop still flat as ever
and i did not see ms lee
but saw mrs liam de sch counsellor and huimin was so busy taking de "poster" on de wall
den dis time tiger very good, 毫不犹豫 let de ex-bpians go in. tyty
and de principal changed~

den after dat went bowling and pooling.
seems like i failed to score at both sides :p
WELL. i just had no talent :(
unlike lendl and yishun~ and wenjie and yifhfang (oi wheres our angbao)
den i think de whole gang dere 'cept for ah too and qp and dion.....
hmmm smell something? :p

den jiu went my aunty house. and its....
BIG ENORMOUS GIGANTIC LARGE (shit i ran out of vocab) -_-"

Its a .... i duno wad dey call dese type of houses...
it contains a pond~ slots for cars ~ outdoor jacuzzi ~ outdoor garden ~ and of course~ deir apartments

but its relatively messy~unlike my house =D small and .. .. .. not-so-messy

Oh yea~ did i mention i went dere on a jeep.
Its a #$^#$& jeep.
JEEP. ya, so wad?
my uncle duno how to go, he had to tail my another uncle.
and me my cousin and my niece and nephew squeezed into de back of de jeep...
and both uncles are fast drivers. de part where dey drove out of my granny house was okay.
but when de HIGHway approaches, i was really HIGH.
%^$&$7 he accelerate from 90 to 140
reminds me of escape. but after a while. i got used to it. and it was really fucking fun. with all de winds and de speedings~

ya, girls~ if u seek for thrills, get ur guy to buy u a jeep. Its really.. fuking fun. more fun den ferrari.

pictures ahead~~~

sry sia~ de dogs were too cute and de house was too big. so i changed my camera focus to de dogs~~
dey are so chubby and .. .. ahh just really nice dogs
de only time when dey run and jump is when dey see food
other den dat, dey are always lazing and waiting for people to sayang dem~
deres actually 1 more dog, but dat dog too fierce, so for 大家的好~ it wasn't released, and ironically, its name is Princess.

^^ end of post~

2008-02-05T19:46:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is coming~! i think.

Happy boh? Got ang baos.

this year hope to receive more la, since got more couples le. *hint* wjyf / qpXX *hint*
Thanks in advance ah~

Buy 新年衣了吗? if haven, jiu too bad lor~

So far, go so many activities coming up.
Interesting sia~
But i may not turn up for all. Why? Cause i shyshy =p

And with regards to...

"oi... so where u going?"
"u didnt post exactly how well did u do for the olvls though."

haiz.
Replies. I've turned nostalgic.

familiar? you bet! :p dat handsome is in malaysia~ have fun eh~!

lol :p j/k

Fyi~ im heading towards ngee ann poly.
Why?! Cause its de academy of chio bu zeh zehs~ If u duno how to appreciate, den dun come kay? lol~~

as for results, on de slip it wrote:

English_____________________A1
Lit_________________________b4
Combined humanities__________c6
Mathematics_________________A1
Add Maths___________________b3
Science_____________________A2
Chinese_____________________A1
Chinese Oral/Aural_____________dist
Intelligence___________________Above average
Future_______________________damn good

dats all :p have fun during de new year....
If u duno where to store ur angbao money, u can come to me^^ i offer u 10% interest per annum =))

2008-01-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

I still haven gotten over my results yet~ lol
Maybe its because its de first time i did good.
And because of my results, i suddenly wanna go back to my sec sch days~ lol!

Sec1 ~
Always tio tekan by vlee. Because, duno how to do, dun wan to do. Almost everyday he made me ddl. den somehow my maths improved.
Art~ was so boring. cause my class de people were so talented, and im with de untalented ppl like yg yr zp yc ~ O_O
Nothing much, just that i was always vying for de bottom in de class and perharps~ lvl~ lol :p
so high lor~ i was ranked 37/39, and my lvl ranking was 269/274! LOL
T_T play too much game.

Sec2~
MY maths! drop from A1 to c6~ lol
And my higher chinese... i've nvr handed in a single piece of work, until Ms Lee came to detent me. lol~ if i wasn't wrong, she dun detent people rite? well.. im an exception :p
and den tis time, my only A was homec! ahhhh although i can't cook.

dis time rly last in class....
lvl position...... 274/279 O_O
so power~

Sec3~
Worst period of my life.... semester 1 de results came out, i ddl.
i got 4 f9s, 1e8, 2 c6, 1 c5. LOL
And my results remained constant.....
Can't blame me. I hate studying...
And i always boasted to Andrew i think, my chemistry and physics paper, section B, all de spaces dere i filled dem up wtih drawings... And somemore de examiner circle and put "??" dere... so funny sia~
Then Amaths, people hand in many sheets, i normally hand in 1 to 2 sheets only~ lol!

Sec4~
all de way up to prelims, i was damn high. still f9s.
den so many teachers scold me T_T but i hew lan :p
As usual, my exam scripts are all funny funny one.
Every page will have a drawing. Esp CME and Chem~
den SS/Hist do stunt, make my name kena highlighted lol~
And my science prac...

Carry out tests on solutions P n Q. Record observations.
a)Add a lil dil sulphur acid and a few drops of potassium perma.. to 2cm^3 of P. Record any COLOUR change or state no change.

Answer: Effervescence was observed ^^

Suggest role of P: It acts either as reducing or oxidising agent ^^

b) heat a spatula full of ps2 in a hard dry tube. Leave de test tube to cool on de rack. Observe. (you duneed to test for gases)

Observation: A sizzling sound was produced ^^

I think de marker mark until vomit blood =D

And den buang until liddat. prelims l1r5 26.

songbo~

den o lvl dat time, still can go mahjong almost everyday, den dota once exam over.
den in end o lvl come out also liddat!

:p i hate to admit dat im a little clever.
hahahahahahaha~

i can bottom de lvl for every exam and o lvl i still did not bad. lololololol~

This is wad makes my sec sch life so sweet for me =D

2008-01-25T11:58:00.000+08:00

O lvls!

Big Big surprise for me! =D

Big thanks to Mdm Eio, and Ms Lee =)

Mahjong really helps in my emaths! LOL

Next time b4 ur major exams, go and play mahjong everyday. It will benefit you =D

2007-12-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

When i was young, my parents used to tell me...

"Give your best in your first shot at anything. Then you wun have to regret and retry..."

yaya.. ya rite. and i believed in it

Den later they tell me...

"Why are you de type who doesn't bother to give a shot at things?"

Den i tried. But at de wrong time, wrong things lol~
and dey said...

"Its not you didn't try your best, its just that your best was not enough"

And now i see a pattern in growing up. Im changing from good to bad, bad to worse! lol~
but i must agree with those lines~
haiz.

one thing i believe in is...
its possible to get things done, as long as u try hard enough

and at de same time, i also believe in
getting things done is 1 thing, how far u succeeded is another...

but do take note dat, believing is not trying, trying is not doing~
how crude.

Monday last day loh~ den go vivo with clique and party! =)

2007-12-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

yo people~

Many things has happened in de past week(s)

1)Chalet
2)Countdown
3)BBq

Eh?! dats all~

Chalet was pretty much, fun, i guess.
I managed to sleep quite alot dis time around, which was wad made de chalet more enjoyable for me :D
Shoutouts...
to de meh,lendl,dion who helped prepare our meals and de spaghetti, which was really nice
to those who set up fire and bbq down there even though it rained
to those who killed de creepycrawlies~
and to organisers for organising....

Interesting things happened... such as Ah too was a nerd~~ hahahh
2 things made him cry during his sec2 year.
1st: he din know how to do his chem. upon consultation, still cannot.
2nd: he din understand de emaths which sum1 was trying to teach him.
*correct me if im wrong

surprise?

Oh~
me,wj,jh,sb,kend went up to de old changi chalet.
It was scary. because everyone humji. lol~
Ahtoo kept kpkb about going up, but he hum tio. So we went up tgt
Okay la~ actually entrance dere not so scary, walk in den scary. i think.
You can use ur imagination on dis :D

den erm~ sry every1, i suggest go to de kallang thinge.
gomen ne! i din know it was so boring haha.
But u shuld also blame it on de Itinery and Activity Ics~ :)

Basically, nothing much ba, cause too similar to last yr, so abit sian.
but its de people who made it interesting~

For those who fell sick, felt sick, do take care of your health~

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Went yj house for her b'dae
Was tricked by de appearance of her block.
So ULU! de lift and everything~ wth!!

But her house~ damn big! damn cool! damn chio!
Alot of people in her house ba, so just ate,played,chat dere.
And de cake was nice~
hope she likes de present, from watsons though~ haha

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den dere was de countdown which was kinda... erm liddat lor~
i mentioned dat Indians are all nice ppl!
But dis fren of mine~ very bad. Next yr he mite get onto de news for targetting banglahs.
lol~

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BBq~ Also liddat lor~
Too tired, so when i reached dere, really wanted to sleep.
In de end, did not eat much, all i knew was weiliang kept kena gl~
people kept playing bridge
i kept doing nothing~
You wanna know more about it?
Next yr bah. Blame it on urself for not joining :p

Wait.

Next year will still have all these or not ah?
What if Sg kena bomb by japan?
What if i need to fly to afghan?

We'll See About it ba.

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Aside**

Nowadays like got more and more ppl wanna get into r/s le ah~
Gambatte neh~ and... Good Luck :D
If really got something must tell me hor, i will bless u all sia!
Dun wait until marriage dat time den tell me. I mite not be around~ in singapore.
haha

Dun worry. Even if u fail, u still got me.
nono
I mean, as a Friend, not a gay or wadeva~

爱情啊爱情~
追一次是喜欢 ; 两次是爱 ; 三次是痴心 ; 四次? 失败! 哈哈

I prefer to think another way though~ My principles(for me only kay, please dun adapt)
追一次是爱 ; 两次是烦 ; 三次是恶 ; 四次? 去找别的事做吧~

哪里有苹果告诉我
我的dota打得非常的不错
为什么她这么安静
我的心是非常不镇定

有没有口罩一个给我
恐怕接吻她闻到就会晕倒
也许牙膏是一种解药
偏偏我却忘记带来这解药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
没办法才和你一起喂那只猫
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有半法我得寻找勇气

我要过去是多么不简单
因为一来有非常多目光
如果偷来你一定请要接受我的爱
不能也请你硬硬来

Dis song is for my good friend #1 and #2 de
:D #1 really nvr bring toothpaste during de... de.. shaleat~

Dats all peeps~ take care and enjoy ur holidays

*sorry ah~ sch reopen is odd or even week? :D j/k~

2007-12-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

This week had been fun~
What will await me for de next week?

Looking forward to chalet
M1 chalet wasn't very fun for me cause of my duration dere ba. Quite sad.

take care peeps

2007-12-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

Hmm lets see..

last week got a new hd tv =) [finally!!]
so happy can.... So exp can... i think.
Den my bro connected his labtop to de tv, and we watched anime on it.
so fucking nice. lol

Its prolly an incentive for me to stay at home. hahaha. sure fail.

den... bought new badminton rackets...now got 4 le, actually is 5 but de last one is incomparable haha.
Mp 25, Armotec, Ashaway rackets (x2)
total is around 400... heheheh
Restring until broke le. T_T

Have been rather boring dese few weeks/days at work. So kept penning songs dere.
But all are incomplete. Got time den complete.

de early bird catches de worm, but not in de kiasu singapore.
how true.

dats all i think. waiting for my holiday, 19-27th, and my clique chalet. buahhaha
till den, take care peeps.

2007-11-30T21:49:00.000+08:00

yo people~

hmm lets just start off with......

Me. feeling. depressed....
at de fact dat theres no chio bu on de mrt every morning.

And den me, elated
cause i just saw one in de evening.

heheheheh. Its so jam in de mornings on de mrt.
I swear. i will buy a car when i grow up and get my first million :p

Currently working ba, so u get to find me missing in action~~ (ya, find me)
My workplace is cool, both de aircon and de people. I work inside a workshop btw.

Some pictures~~ (to show off)

lalal~ so nice rite~ i wish i had one.
Actually dere was a lambonghini(no, not carlyn), but it zoomed too fast for me to capture.

Btw. de signs wrote "no photograpghy" heheheheeheh......

Got alot to post la, but tired. so dats all for now. sayonaraa~~ naraa~~

2007-11-20T21:34:00.001+08:00

When everything boils down to....

Work VS Chalet

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Sleep dominates =D

2007-11-16T21:36:00.000+08:00

Troubled. Did made up my mind long ago. but....

haiz.

Poly Vs JC

First 3 mths VS Work

Compromise should be made. but i!! haiz...

dui bu qi

2007-11-14T21:34:00.000+08:00

tomorrow going to work lo~

sian? maybe.

And i found out de meaning of R.S.V.P

forgive me for my ignorance.

Well... you do not know de meaning of it yourself, right? *smirks*

it stands for répondez s'il vous plaît

It means. Please Respond.

Scenarios where you can use it?

-When you are asking a gal out for a date
-When calling out to a dead man
-Whenever you like it ~

j.k ^^

Take care. Enjoy de holidays. Well. Its way too long. bleah, de result of not going for the first 3 mths.
naw~ de result of not being intelligent enough ^^"

2007-11-12T17:01:00.000+08:00

Exams are long over for me le~
Holidays.... haiz... very tiring and sian~

Lets see.. what i've done/been doing...

-Psp
-dota
-Ahtoo house
-Bball
-Tv
-Anime
-Manga
-Prom nite stuffs
-Eat
-gl ah too
-gl nigel

Eh? no more le~... .... .....

Nvm! Look forward to de future
Things i wanna do

-dun dota so much
-dun gl so much
-dun sleep so much
-badminton
-bball
-hang out
-movies
-chalet
-prom
-buy more chocs
-save money
-buy more clothings
-eat more
-majong at... too house
-do some meaningful things
-pick up guitar/piano/violin
-finish more novels ( as in. Read. Not write :P)

dats it ba~ so boring rite.
What do you expect from me? Me. you know.

So bored!! im Bored to tears T_T
Dun really like holidays....
Prefer flexible school days.

All i can do now... is to wait for my poly life~
SP? NP? RP? TP?

Die le lar. O lvl do till so lan.

go ITE liao.

ACtually, got alot of things to post. But i forgot them le. Another day ba~

2007-11-05T20:38:00.001+08:00

I've finally found de title of dat song! hahahhaha

你是爱我的- zhang hui mei

pai sei. abit bimbo. but i like tis song!

2007-11-05T16:45:00.000+08:00

hoho. 我们两个都buang ss le. ^^
Nvm. Still got Lit. But too bad you dun have le. buahhahah

Skali Lit come out killer den i high le! T_T

2007-11-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

^^" =)

2007-11-02T23:31:00.001+08:00

I love my bro. Absolutely.

I opened the fridge, and i saw kinder bruenos, almonds, toblerone. Tons and Loads of them.

When i grow up and work....
I guess dis are the things i wan in my fridge everyday
1) Chocolates!
2)Alcholic drinks
3)Cheese
4)Cream cakes

Therefore, i must work hard to become very very rich! hahahah~

Today...on de bus with her, she say she wan go jc. for what? she dun wan lose her sis l1r5of 11. Ambitious ladies... hais. Wish her de best. But poly is still de best place ^_^" =)

and our physics nvr buang. buhahahaha.

My worst predictions >_<"
English-b4 (NOO!!)
emaths-b3(BOO!!)
science-c5(AHH!!)
Amaths-b3(....)
Lit-b4(die le)
SS,hisT-c5(....)
Chinese -A1( hahha)

L1r5: 4+3+5+4+1+3 = 20!! WTF!!
L1r4:4+3+3+1+5=16! Die!!

2007-10-29T19:44:00.000+08:00

i've found my next fave female singer le!
shi xin hui!
her voice so nice.

Hmm... shall aim to save money for cao ge and her albums haha...

[in de end, i just felt that she lacked faith in herself. jia you ba. you can do it de]

2007-10-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

Its always de same problem with me

people dun trust me, my family doesn't.

or rather, i dun deserve it.

I've changed. Do you trust me?

2007-10-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

我们的信念___要记得

你一定能做到的~
一起敖过吧!

(如果你讲话能慢点就好~哈哈____)

2007-10-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

Im really in need of some luck tomorrow~

i guess.

i have made my decision

2007-09-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

Today is a very fine day with a cool weather. And i stayed back to do my homework.
I was observing derek, weijian, chenchao,chao chao... and its like.. wow. They are good in their work.

But anyways, doing homework in sch is quite sucky, and yet cool. What an irony.
They have to chase us out of the classrooms at 330 for whatever reasons dat i duno
And the canteen goes lights off at 500. Is it a beck for us to not do our work? hehe

Had a chat with chen chao. Ahh~ i feel so inferior to him.
Hes soooo matured. Its time for me to grow up le.
Although i dun quite agree with some of his views, but generally, they are all quite good.
Hes a nice guy. really~

Its time to explore myself. And change myself ba. Human engineering? Perharps.

And i realise, im a little similar to ms chemistry* in one area.
Those who are not in my good books will hardly get in. [ For her its Never ]
Those who are in my good books will never get out. [ For her, theres no such thing ba ]

What matters is de future__________

2007-09-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

Im Buang le~

haiz.

So disappointed___

And still wan to go SP___Like this how to make it

Ahhh___Friday is my d-day

She also Buang~

He also Buang~

Her Buang is same as his Buang

Everybody buang buang

Buang is such a good word to use.

Can shake hand and go die together le.

Buang___~

2007-09-14T19:27:00.000+08:00

start>>
Top 5 Birthday Presents You Wish For:
1)Dining out at my fave restaurant!
2)Handmade gifts?
3)Hanging out
4)Money!
5)A tiramisu cake!

Answer The Following Questions:
1) The person who tagged you is?
Huimin

2) Your relationship with him/her is?
Class mate _ Friend

3) Your 5 impressions of him/her?
helpful_entertaining_mature_quiet_sporty

4) The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Plastering my finger.

5) The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
"I am God"

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you would?
i would take up all the rides in Escape theme park first.

7) If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she will have to improve on is?
Talk to me more ba.

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
HeHehe~ Impossible de lar.

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be?
Already said impossible liao rite.

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Make her laugh.

11) Your overall impression of him/her is?
Positive.

12) How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Funny+Lame

13) The characteristic you love of yourself is?
Im very 随便

14) The most ideal person you want to be is?
A rich guy who owns a big house, a big car and probably singapore. LOL(I never USA already very good liao)

15) For people that care and like you, say something to them.
I feel touched. Thank you~

16) Pass this quiz to 10 people you wish to know how they feel about you.
1)Yikai~
2)Yijun
3)Derek Chua quanquan
4)Sujay~
5)Yihfang
6)Wenjie
7)Jianhui
8)Joanne
9)Ghanyean
10)Liyuan

Who is No. 6 [Wenjie] having a relationship with?
Everyone knows it ba.

Is No. 9 [Ghanyean] a male or a female?
Animal. i dun dare to look and define. My eyes will rot.

If No. 7 [jianhui] and No. 10 [liyuan] are together, will it be a good thing?
Handsome and gorgeous. Why not?~

How ’bout No. 5 [yihfang] and No. 8 [joanne]?
Lesbians~~

What is No. 2[ Yijun] studying about?
Some things which are rated to be rather mature.

When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3 [Derek]?
Duno

What kind of music band does No. 8 [joanne] likes?
Duno?~ Prolly Maroon 5 dat type~

Does No. 1 [Yikai] have any siblings?
Ya, a bro~

Would you woo No. 3 [Derek]?
NO. LOL.

How about No. 7 [jianhui]?
No~NO. He got someone le.

Is No. 4 [Sujay] single?
No duh~ Yoga~ Tanna~ Jiten and so many more.

What is the surname of No. 5 [yihfang]?
Tan in de future. For now, Heng

What is the nickname of No. 10 [liyuan]
I call her... chiobu (when i need her help lol)

What is the hobby of No. 4 [Sujay]?
Looking into de nite sky__Read about Astro__Explore about Astro.
Everything about Astro lor.

Does No. 5 [yihfang] and No. 9 [ghanyean] get along well?
Hell Yea~!

Where is No. 2 [yijun] studying at?
Her schools de same as mine

Talk something casually about No. 1 [Yikai].
TALL. BIG. FUNNY. HANDSOME. RICH. FRIENDLY_____AND ALWAYS SLEEPS IN CLASS.

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8[joanne]?
I see her more like my sister.

Where does No. 9 [ghanyean] live at?
farmart dere.

Are No. 1 [yikai] and No. 5 [yihfang] best friends?
duno. MaYbe?

Does No. 7 [jianhui] likes No. 2 [yijun]?
WA duno!Well... unless he wants to add more to his collection?

How did you get to know No. 2 [Yijun]?
SEc1 same class le. dat time she not so clever.

Does No. 1 [yikai] have any pets?
Ya. cats. hehe

Is No. 7 [jianhui] the sexiest person on Earth?
Not my type. definitely.
<< end

Hehe. Prelims over le. Os coming le.
Thanks Yishun for your free worksheets and tutoring!
Ghan yean n Eunice gambatte~
Me also. hahahhaha.

AFTER dat. jiu....... SLEEP Dota. SLEEP. =D

2007-09-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

yo people~

Too long nvr post liao. Duno where to start from. Since i saw so many people post about past events le~

Shall post about today bah!
Went Kbox!! With Wenjie, Yijun, Xin yee, Si lin
Was . erm. quite funny lar. Xinyee sings really well. hahaha. We go there malu ourslves only. Okay lar. Actually is I [ME] hehe.

Then we derived a conclusion from there. Never K in the morning. Esp after u just woke up. Cause...... got alot of 咬不断 in your throat. Den alot of songs u sing will lidat --> ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~

Den after dat... met up with ah too meh and justin. To watch 大姐.
Whats so nice about her? She already got someone le.
Surprise! She rebonded her hair. Become chio le[someone force me to type this de =)]
Den did some things which i will rate as <不能说的秘密>
O no~Dun misunderstand. not 2 people one. Is ALOT of people one! =D =) =O

Den after that went down to bugis with some...[immature+ childish+ HANDSOME]people named Ah too. Seow Gou. Fei[飞] Loo
Quite stupid. den walked around aimlessly. played lan. nono not that one. is thaat one.
Sorry lar. Im solo kia. call me play team and team with me. Sure lose de. =(
Im nerd. guai kia. and nvr play dota de. LOL

After O lvls den i train for dota O lvls bah.

Oh yea. Went to tis place named XXXX [dun wan tell you] [阳光大厦]
So style~ right. Like me liddat.
Its a nice place. Really. for anime+ manga+gundam modelling fans. Tis is your home.
And de food dere Owns!!!!! *_^ right? ah too~

Den on de way back.... haiz. i got guai lan by dem. Please! if u see tis. Protect HUMAN rights!!
Help me go GL de other gl kia who were with me kay =)!!
Its time we strike back!! Huat ah~ agains de doggy de shao ye and de last one... i duno how to describe. Ahh!! SOMETHING BIG!!!

Good job. My classmates wanna pangsae me for tomorrows practical. nono. i dun take bio. I would love to though[/drools]

My gut feelings tells me dat.... im dead meat after this post.
SO i appeal to you all! those who still have love for human rights! **PROTECT me!!**
Lastly....Amen. Spread love~
Spread Music~

[aside]these are my "to be famous" last words liao!! Support Cao ge[/end]

2007-08-30T20:27:00.000+08:00

My virus is cleared~ for no reason. buahhaha.

Bleach fillers are no more!~

I fell ill. bleah

Slept for very very long hours this 2 days =D

2007-08-28T21:36:00.000+08:00

Guess what? Prelims are gonna end. And i have this bad feeling filled up within me. bleeah.
The celebrations have already started. today. (Mahjong and mahjong at ah too house)

-[This is the Stunts Section for my Prelims]-
I Have Successfully Screwed Up my Combined Humanities Paper. hahehohu
Having not even attempt 1 essay for MY SS section.... i had little anticipation for the history paper.

Except for the fact that that Wenjie revised with me Germany and got 4 essays into my head in the 3 hrs bball session.

And Germany did not come out.
"Place your bets on Germany!! They hosted the world cup!!"
"Aiya~ Germany did not win World cup mah. Russia!! yea~"

Blardy fuck.

I did my 2nd stunt for my Combine Humanities paper.
I did Russia part a)
And
Japan part a)

"You... i have nothing to say. You are such an idiot!!! Banana!!" - Ms tay

Well.. I wanna take a Mc on de day where they check the Combined humans paper.
[1 joker did a stunt during his paper. ... ... and so on. his name is XXXXX (ME)]

My emaths was not much better. I saw Paper 1 to be pretty diff.
I did not do the Locus question completely. and also the probability question
Paper2... The whole transformation sector... zzzz

thats like almost 30 marks gone. ZZ i hate those lor...~

My Eng lit~
I studied Sleepwalking and sleepwalking only for my Paper1
Supernatural and a midyear question came out.
"WTF"
Knowing balls about the question, i did supernatural.
If my crapping worked, i would have done decent for the essay
Joy luck~
i know balls about the essay and attempted it again.
Well~ i studied theme of appearance vs reality.
And the textbased... -no comments-

Amaths was the ...#$%#^#^ subject
It was pretty easy. and i expected it to be diff... i gave up totally on it.... and i was like..
so pissed off at the thought of the easy questions. ZZZ!

I seemed to have just sailed thru the prelims, unaware of the many waves beneath me.
I studied...
0% for my Combined human
0% for my Amaths
70% for my emaths
80% for my science
40% for my lit
0% for my english ( i even forgot the format)

And i think thats all. hahahahahhaha

Die liao lar. no mood for celebrations liao.
40 days before prelims ( i pia like siao)
30 days ( engine working but slowing down)
20 days (no more oil liao)
10 days ( ah too house enjoy)
5 days(slack ah~)
nite bfore ( scared)
prelims. died

Tomorrow 1 last paper. HAIZ!!

I m always like that. I knew it will happen. and yet... i dun bother to change it.
还是很渴望有些事情能够重来~ ahh regrets!!!

2007-08-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

Sian. These few days quite sucky. My computer tio trojan. So fucking irritating can. Anyone has a good solution? Dun give me useless ones like reformat. or wadsoeva~

Den somemore Today. haiz. The emaths paper so diff sia~ My Last page blank lor. No need to pass liao. Haiz. haiz. haiz.

SS also die liao. Shudl have studied the chapter 7 thinge man. I only did sbq for the whole 1 and half hr. So scared tiger collect.

AHH tomorrow chem. Chem sucks lar.
Sian. Die liao. Haiz.

So fucking irritating trojan. AHH~
Sian ah~

Still got so many more papers. Actually i very scared ah. Haiz. Everytime also liddat. Although always say used to it liao.... but.. haiz. Wheres my motivation sia~

2007-08-19T18:05:00.000+08:00

Chem Sucks. Sucks. Sucks. sucksucksucksucksucksuck.
Screw that subject lar. What lousy subject. So boring. So sucky. Ahh

Chem just sucks.
Actually i just don't get it.

Sucks. Cannot get A for science cause of chem liao. Chem suck.

SUCKS to learn chem.

Sucks lar.

Chem. Chew. hahahha. both sucks. Suck. Not Suck me.
Sucks jiu dui liao

Suck ahh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!

你还是离我越远越好~

2007-08-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

＊蟑螂問：你喜歡(暗戀)的人是誰?

大街上的那个妹妹

＊巍巍問：如果地球即將毀滅，只能救一個人，會救誰?

要死大家一起死, 不然会很寂寞

＊阿風問：最讓你感動的歌?

<<我怀念的>>

＊小盈問：你喜歡男生還是女生?

我是自恋狂!! 哈哈! 可以喜欢男生(开玩笑的啦!), 爱女生吗? =p
　　　　　
＊ＣＣ問：如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在自己面前，你會做什麼?

胡思乱想?一起睡啦! 我爱睡觉!

＊莉莉問：人生對你而言，最重要的人是誰?

目前是家人和朋友吧,以后是女友,结婚是妻子,可能也来个外遇. 想太多了啦!

＊ＪＯＥ問：今年目前為止做過最後悔的事情?

没好好读书

＊阿妮問：你是哪裡人?

地球人.

＊奇兒問：如果還有來生，要當女的還是男的?

女生. 男生看来看去都一样... 女生吗...还没见识过"整体"(开玩笑的啦)

＊喬恩問：哪件事情讓你永生難忘?

我..坐海盗船的时候!! 啊!! 好恐怖!
　　　　　　　
＊小玉問：你最想去哪個國家?

日本, 葡萄牙

＊大雄問：覺得自己最大的優點和缺點是啥咪?

优点: 够贴心,够温柔,够专情,够聪明.
缺点: 不要脸,爱说骗话
　
＊笨蛋問：你覺得和傳給你的人做朋友怎樣?

大哥! 够义气! (他是一个挺专情的人哦,可惜我不是女的,不然一定将他电倒)

＊胰臟問：如果世上所有人都背叛你，捨你而去，你打算怎麼辦?

致少留我一个女孩陪伴吧!

＊加油問：我帥(美)嗎?(傳給你的人)?

够美! 够高! 够凸! 够翘!
　　　　　
＊那那問：不會想槍斃點你的人嗎?
　　　
小弟不敢.

＊鋼筆問：如果你在人生遭到極大失敗，你會怎麼辦?

当个流浪者.放心,我会买保险的....

＊ＤＡＮＮＹ問：如果你能變成透明人，你想做什麼?

睡觉.

＊家宜問：對於這個遊戲感想如何?

越"玩"越自悲. 华文太烂,没办法. :(

＊喔伊問：你在哪時候哪裡認識傳給你的人?

3M1. 以前恶梦里常有个高人出现....... 不知是否是... (小弟不敢多言了..)

＊兔子問：目前為止，被幾個男生或女生告白過?

是一个不能说的秘密....

＊綠茶問：出生到現在最感謝的人?

家人朋友老师

＊Ｐ問：對於好朋友的定義是?

无话不说.

＊皮皮問：如果你被不喜歡的人強吻，而且還是初吻，你會怎樣?

去庙里讨个幅来贴那恶人的脸.

＊姊妹問：單身好還是有情人好?

情人. 没那么寂寞. 单身, 比较自由. 两个一样不好.

＊尼銘問：覺得自己夠成熟嗎?

差不多了.看在哪一方面咯

＊蘋果問：喜歡的動物?

猫吧. 狗也不错,但有点吵..

＊快樂問：你快樂嗎？

还不错

＊５５６６問：最喜歡的歌手?

曹格!! 大家请支持他!! Spread Music, Spread Love!

＊布丁問：友情與愛情是不是難以抉擇?

不是. 我会选择友情. 现在还年轻.

＊喵喵問：你會念舊嗎?

不会

＊董不懂問：你心情不好時會做些什麼?

睡覺吃東西听歌

＊小惠問：過去讓你最想挽回的事是什麼?

那些我用来读书, 玩电脑的时间. 这些时间用来睡觉比较实际.

＊Mr.J問：你覺得我是怎樣的人?

不要脸.

＊小艾問：對於另一半理想條件？

兴趣相似比我矮别太胖, 我抱不起来. 最好有长头发吧.

＊JASON問：你想要什麼死法??

不懂. 还年轻. 可能最好就是让我安宁的死吧.

＊Uno問：.........我想不到要問什麼，你可以幫我問嗎?

九块. No money no talk. 用Fedex 寄过来吧.

＊玉米楨問：現在ㄉ你~想減肥ㄇ~?

我还想增肥leh!

＊小黑黑問：你最愛滴人做什麼事情讓你最感動呢?
　
在我最需要她的时候陪伴着我.
　　　　　　
＊正妹小豬問：你（妳）生日最想收到什麼禮物？

有诚意, 别整我就可以了.

＊蜜桃惠玲問：如果你是女生,你有勇氣倒追嗎?

有. 让我当个女生我就做给你看!

＊小屁倩問：這遊戲有比我瞎嗎？

无聊.

＊卜娘問:你睡覺是閉上眼睛嗎?

我是开着耳朵睡的

＊ＷＡ問：4cos3θ-3cosθ=?

let ? be the answer. 你都说出来了. 没意思.
　
＊青爭問：如果一個沒有女生喜歡的男生，被喜歡男生的男生喜歡
　　　　　那沒有女生喜歡的男生會不會喜歡　喜歡男生的男生？

好乱.

＊阿穎問：請想一個你最想和大家分享ㄉ好事！

曹格的歌声很好听!

＊Kelly問: 夏天最想做的一件事?
　　　　　　
海滩露营. Sentosa 不错.

＊古屁問：你愛我嗎
　　　　　
不爱.

＊王子問：你的口頭禪是什麼？

太多了.

＊順問:：這問卷可以結束了嗎?

不可以. 谁叫你郊游广阔.#$^#$^#$^!@$!@

＊勁爆問：你覺得人活著的意義是什麼?

有一个很隆重的丧礼.

＊小雞問：死亡筆記本是用來殺人的那麼 "屎王筆記本"的功用是?

去处你.

＊ｇｉｎａ問：你對於古典音樂和流行音樂有什麼看法呢？

各有千秋.

＊巫婆問：會騎車了嗎？

车不是用驾的吗?

＊兔兔問：如果你在密閉的空間放了一個連環屁，你會勇敢的承認還是裝死?

死掉算了. 不用装.

＊小六問：拉完屎　你都用幾張衛生紙？

看是什么种类的. Different demands need different supplies you see.

＊阿嫺問：（以女生的角度）你希望給不喜歡的男生喜歡，還是給可愛ｏｒ漂亮的女生喜歡？

单身幸福

＊不正經問︰如果一打開廁所門發現裡面有一個人正在打槍，你會怎麼辦？

笑.

＊大天才問:對於奧莉薇這三字有什麼看法

Olivia

冰問:看女(男)孩子先看哪裡?

女孩子... 眼睛. 男孩子... 头发

小弟问: 最喜欢什么颜色?

Sorry da-ge, did it a little later den the others. I lazy lar. hehhe.
Btw. Support Keehly~ and Cao ge. =D

2007-08-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hehehehehahahahaha. I would like to express my gratitude to all who took time, paid money, gave ideas etc etc. for my presents. Really a big thank you.
*For that i can allow u to use me as a bolster for 1 nite ^^ esp for girls only!!=D hehe j/k

Hmm lets see ah~
Manyee ~ Thanks for the watch.... It looks quite style eh. hehe. But due to my carelessness, i somewhat spoilt the thing. Actually its not me lar, but its okay. I wil get it fixed. I hope. Nah, i will.

Huimin~ WAA Girls Rule. I know i know. I will try my best to put the pencil case to use lar. But im not so daring yet. hahaha. The chain... would be quite decent if not for de flower eh? haha thanks!

Sb Yk Jas, Qp~ Ahh Pink shirt!! >_< Heng it looks decent on me. Just dat i am a lil bit vertically challenged for the length of the shirt. Thanks for the glow in de dark wristband hehe, and the yellow book which .... i duno why u all buy for me ~ Inside got lots of useful tips though. *_^

Wj Yf Dion Gy~ Another pencil case. Looks a lot more decent den the one huimin gave me. But u all lack RUBBER lar. Heng you all buy 1 for me sia~ And thanks gy for the choc bar. hahah

Caijun~ 200磅美女!! didn't expect u to give me present sia. I everytime gl you. LOL. I think i look like a practical man to you hor. Dun worry too much, i will like the folder de lar. Although cause of that, my bag mite be 1 folder heavier. Thanks~

Meh Ah too Yishun~ Wa u all honorable mention from me liao lar. Bring me out chiong den dare to not enuf money treat me! lol! I shall await my sushi treat. dun fly kite again hor!

Sorry sia, these few days lack sleep and tio flu. Thats why i 感动 but no tears come out.
Quite a memorable 16th birthday cause of the gifts i received. So many pink color sia~ I will love them lots. Lol!

The cards are very nice too. Commendable effort! =)

Lastly must thank my family also. 破费了 haha~

dats all~ thank you!

2007-08-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

O_O i brought jianyu's physics txtbook home!!
难怪我的书包那么重.......

random~ pai sei

2007-07-31T20:52:00.000+08:00

沉闷的时候逗我欢笑的人是你
难过的时候安慰我的人是你
疲倦的时候为我加油打气的又是你
受伤的时候关心我的人还是你

你真是个好朋友. 希望彼此永远都是朋友...太多不好...太少不好...只要是朋友就很足够了 =)

2007-07-30T19:34:00.000+08:00

Theres never a teacher who students will deem good. That was what i used to think.

Seems like i should take back my words. haha.

I don't know, but it seems that i had never taken a good look at teachers before. Well, maybe thats me, one who takes things for granted.
I don't know why, but i feel very touched and motivated by a few teachers nowadays. Serious, i am.

Mr Jack Tan - He looks short. He is. But hes one of the teachers who rock my sec school life. Even though he took my class for a few months or so, it seems that hes one who have been teaching me for so long, so long to the extent that i'd rather see him as a friend than a teacher.
"Mr Tan! You look dashing today!"
"Of course, im always dashing off to somewhere"
haha, i found that funny =)

Mdm Eio - Shes soo funny with her spects hanging halfway down her nose. Initially, i was always making fun of her. Somehow i stopped, i don't know why. So little time, and yet shes making the "fullest" out of it. From her ex-maid to her future trips to sex and etc. hahhaha. She could tell at one look that i was very slack and not in the least interested in Chemistry(and other subjects). Maybe, when i feel better, i should pay more attention. Shes trying very hard, but im not.

Mrs Poh - The Amaths teacher whom i will love very much to knock her out frmo behind and yet couldn't bear to do so. I will say screw her, but actually i don't. All because of her detentions and pressuring blue forms, i got spurred up for amaths. I still cannot believe it. Digesting the whole of last year and some of this year in a mere few months. hahaha. I bet shes gonna get me dropping tomorrow.

Mr Pang - My fave chinese teacher!! Too bad hes not teaching me. I still feel very guilty as i recalled my actions during sec2. He came to our class as a new teacher, and amazed us with his powerpoint slides... And yet... during spellings, tests, me and the 06 boys all down there cheating! hahaha. It was fun lar. In the end he realised it, but he did not point us out. Then there was this submission of file, and i was the chinese rep. I remembered that almost everyone, except for a few of us, handed in their files. He punished me and said that he was very disappointed in me. I was the rep, and i should be the last one to not submit my files. I was very sad that day lor :( i wanna say sorry.

Ms Ong - Shes always in control of the class. Shes the first female teacher who can instil so much fear into me when shes angry. I remembered quite a handful of lessons where she just blew up cause our class could not be bothered to do our homework. Her lessons are always fruitful, they never fail to entertain me. One thing which made me wanna score A for Lit was because of my sec3 results. I basically flunk all my subjects except English, Chinese, Emaths. I calculated here and there, i was lacking marks here and there also. I was in the eminent risk of not being promoted. Luckily, Ms ong granted me 3 marks more for my lit to let me fulfil my promotion criteria. I was so touched then. I really wanna thank her back as a student by scoring for my Lit.

There are alot of times, i wish i could do better. Studies, Sports, CCAs, Friends, Classmates. I have already regretted my CCA. I did lots, but they weren't enough. Alot of times i do things, effort is there, but not the heart to do it.
I must say, i always take things for granted. I never knew how good they were until they are gone. I must have repeated this for some time already. But well, Cherish should be my golden words within me, at least thats what i want.

If i could go into Jc, i might just go. But i should be practical for now, Poly is still the more prominent choice.

2007-07-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

A few days ago i felt very sad, cause my emaths test... :( I draw triangles too slow den lose too much marks =( T_T But nvr fail.

These few days i very happy. Cause life became so busy for me... or rather... 充足(fulfiling?)...

Die. Looks as if i got mood swing... I dun have PMS, dun worry. Unless its Pure Male symptoms. =)

Okay lar... lets see..
Thursday______Basketball_______

So fun! i found my form again. Learnt alot of things and gained lots of experience. Now there got 2 uncles to coach me liao. haha
Very surprised that Ah too, Ghanyean and mehmeh turned up. haha....i think everyone got their fair share of scores...

Friday_______Study________

Actually needed to go Shengsiong with Eunice dey all... In e end, she say dun wan liao. dots.
Then Me and Ah too actually got plan... Pia from afternoon till Night Study ends. But i think he cannot make it lar.
Den i kept kp my classmates. They sure damn dulan me, esp wenjie hahahha...
[Got Amaths test mah, Integration and Differentiation... Then i rmb Wenjie dat time did Amaths exercise, very good at it, den keep guailan say homework too little. Must give whole Exercise.
Then got back Amaths test liao, he scored 4! den i scored 7. LOL den i down there kp him like siao. In the end, i go around kp alot of people den diam diam. Esp zhili! He kena kp by those stay back people. "Wah Zhili, 258 psle score leh.. highest in our class... den liddat. Somemore you are from 01 de lor!!" As usual he will twist here and there and rebutt with lame words lor.]
Back to topic! Ah too wan to attempt to do vector questions... Smart loh. In de end, he did for de whole afternoon, i think.. fruitless. My vectors better den him somemore!

Oh.. Den got night Study. Damn Funny...!! Aiya. If i type the whole thing about what happened, my post will be very long and tedious. Somemore u wun read rite. WAste my time. If u wan to know... Tag me, den i wil consider typing. =)

Saturday_______Movie_____

I think... Harry Potter sucks.... for this time. WAn to know why? Go watch yourself loh. Just kidding. But the point i wan to emphasize is that it sucks, and the people sitting in front of me made the whole thing more sucky + kiddos running around at de back made it most suckiest.

Da sao was very angry, cause of the people in front. Over enthu liao, den she missed some parts.
[I also angry with da-ge da-sao. They two hug here hug there, very distracting, even though it is in the dark. Then somemore their 悄悄话 so loud lor....SHH dun say hor]
Aiya... those who haven watch, better dun watch. Those watched already.... Lets just await for the next series. =D
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Actually very tired today. Duno why, i feel very (stress and unstress=neutral???)
Suddenly very automatic, keep taking work to do. Then today very dizzy. LOL orbi me.
Aiya.. Stress is cause prelims coming liao....
No stress is cause... always got basketball to relieve.
Healthy lifestyle?
nonono.
Systematic life. School > Do work > Bball > Dinner > Work > Sleep > Wake up and repeat...

Ahhh.... Steps 2 and 5 are neglected at times. hehe.

Sorry. My life ain't interesting unless u make it to be so. Next time dun post about my daily happenings if nothing funny happened liao.

Dats All~ Peeps. Work hard for Prelims. [Doesn't apply to peiyang. I hope my class people all slack also =D]

2007-07-08T20:47:00.000+08:00

Somehow.. have been feeling better these few days.

Hmm...
I have been pretty much enjoying every Saturday, getting up early in de morning for my tuition.
Plugging in my mp3, i will relax myself on de bus...
Upon reaching the destination, i will tell myself to give it all out for Amaths...
How cool. I somehow really enjoy it. The feeling of closing the gap between the other peeps in my class. The feeling of learning a new thing every saturday....
Yestaday, i decided to walk home from teckwhye, and somehow... it felt so different. I found the closest route from teckwhye to my house, and on the bridge at the highway there, i saw something which awed me. Something, which i had never seen before.
Up in the blue sky, i saw swallows, flying all around the trees, a huge flock of them. All of them flew in random directions, so carefree. I wonder if its their migratory season, or mating season. But its defintely.... so beautiful.
If only that happened everyday, i wouldn't mind walking home from teckwhye. haha.
Unfortunately.... Have been wasting away my weekends slacking.
But it was quite a lovely unique saturday. 070707...and my shirt no. 7

Lets see.. Sunday... Almost my favourite day of the week. The freedom to sleep till the afternoon sun hangs up high.
Well.. went to yihfang's sister's wedding buffet today....
The whole grp was very crappy, and we went to Ss to buy something, like chocalates.
Hmm... Me and wenjie went for bball, and i wore my new shirt. hehe. so cool
Today's basketball was purely.... an enjoyment. No sun, plenty of wind, no people.
Initially, we were playing with a grp of primary skool kids, we 2 vs 4 them.
Looks like we were bullying small kids eh? Indeed!! haha. But i manage to improve myself through that. I learnt how to intercept balls very well, and i managed my 3-points perfectly.
Seems like i performed voodoo and kept scoring my 3-points. Uncle praised me sia. haha. Very motivated liao!!
Oh, den go play 3 vs 3 against wenjie's dad uncle and a kid....
I intercepted and played until very well inthe first set, but den... my shooting dropped lar. was too tired then. But then managed 5 sets, and won 3.
Pretty much shiok today lor.
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In de past...
Everytime i shot a ball, it holds my hopes of everyone "praising" me.
Now, i shoot a ball to let my teamates gain confidence in me, and for myself.

Everytime i ran on the trek, i will run to show that i can manage my stamina, which i really can't haha
Now... I run to feel the wind, running to see myself overtake the others, and seeing myself always lagging behind others. I know that i can be better than others if i want, and yet, theres always someone better than me, and i must constantly push myself to close the distance.

Everytime i gave a smash, my strength comes from my desperate self....I will always aim my smash at someone to show that even if i smash that someone heads on, he will not be able to receive it...
However... i dun really smash now, probably cause i lost my strength of smashing. Who do i smash for, what do i smash for.... im still finding an answer....

There are so many questions unanswered...
There are so many things about myself that i duno....

If you know the anime/manga series Air gear, you will understand this part... if u dun, too bad...
Basketball to me now, is just like the trophuem in airgear, well i view it this way hehe. Currently in class F, dats what makes bball more enjoyable for me buahhaha

For those who know me, and for those who don't....
-If theres an instrument for me to pick up, i will pick up violin.
-I dun respect all de teachers, i do selective greeting in skool
-I hate childish people... and myself if i sometimes behave like one.
-There are some things i can understand very fast, for those which i dun, it will take me a long time to digest it.
-deleted- Meh said i suan him using this one. hahaha
Alrite~ dats all for today.... Must chiong from prelims and 'O's okay!

2007-07-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

最近心情有一点不好, 想找个人聊聊....结果还是因为不想打扰别人, 或者是缺题而将念头给打消.

真无奈...!! 偶尔也会感觉到很疲倦.......

结果跑去打篮球, 而最近越打越好, 也让我感到有一点欣慰....

若因心情不好而把身边的人变成了自己的发气桶....有一点自私...
结果还是披着一脸的笑容上完一天的课....

真无聊.....

最近在想...朋友为我付出, 我能为他付出吗, 我又能不为他付出吗?
真矛盾.....

突然间好想打羽球...把对手杀个痛快....哈哈哈哈........................

真空虚.....

2007-07-01T15:44:00.000+08:00

WA finally got some break ( brake ) time liao. Very tired and busy for the last week due to homeworks lor. Also got nothing to post since i hardly go out.

Yesterday was a very tiring and busy day for me...
Firstly had to go for tuition in the morning.. den had to go haircut, and den go find wenjie in IMM.
In the end went down to chongpang for the teeshirt. Actually got alot of things i wan to say, but its okay.
Then me and jianhui went down to bpp to meet up with mehlo and qingping.
Den celebrate at yikais house mehlos "birthday" lor. The wII was fun lar.
Mehlo also treated us pizza neh. So nice of him rite. Arigato~
Seemed to give yikai some trouble yestaday, sorry ~ and thank you for letting us go to your house. =)

Then erm, nothing much sia. My life is starting to lack of interesting things.

Oh yea, Friday was pretty much enjoyable. No Np leh, den rite, even though we all do things at super slow pace hor, also nvr drag until very late. Went for 3hrs of bball.
Then the Uncle was dere, my idol you know. Learn alot of things lar.
Wenjie kendrick jianhui uncle and 2 other quite good guys, were playing 3/3 lar. Then the teams were a lil bit imbalanced, uncle jianhui kendrick vs de rest lor. den Uncle run until very tired u know!! Luckily jianhui and kendrick shooting quite accurate. But the Uncle keep say they are on the verge of giving up. Ya lor, i agree.
Then after that play 4 / 4 i went in. ALthough have the energizer spirit, but hor, my luck dat day was typically sai. So sad T_T

Seems like my 3 hrs of bball can allow me to post more than my 10 hours outside yestaday. hahaha

K lar, must conclude liao, my post too boring. Come, guess whos the guy( if u see any) in the picture below!

dats all peeps~

2007-06-24T17:23:00.000+08:00

快要毕业了,我们能在一起的时间也不多了. 真的不多了. 朋友也好, 同学也好, 其实还想向你们多说几句话, 还想再逗你们大笑. 一定要珍惜这几个月的时间.

我们十六岁之后
可能需要各自生活
趁现在一起好好过
分开就不必遗憾难过

曾一起受过折磨
曾一起傻傻地过
情人节礼物
我非常模糊
没想到你们竟然更糊涂
幸好大家都已经领悟

每天跟着你们笑
虽然笑话不好笑
每天跟着你们聊
虽然已没什好料
我还是想跟着你们开怀大笑

我们十六岁之后
可能需要各自生活
趁现在一起好好过
分开就不必遗憾难过

我知道毕业典礼上
自己会感觉到心伤
泪水一定会流
被女孩骂下流
但这些美好时光我一定保留

我们离开了以后
彼此该在心里存活
趁现在都有说有笑
分开就不必拿哭腔开

2007-06-16T15:03:00.000+08:00

那一次见面
她的单纯与天真
他无法不爱

为何当两人在一起
他又无法付出一切
渐渐地浓密的暧昧变成了无声的沉默
向左走向右走
这画面就这样重现

离开她以后
他眼眶湿透
热恋时为何却没那么残忍
曾紧握的手
在泪水中溜走
就这样溜走

两人爱的越深
分手不出音声

他眼里含泪
她心里疲累
这爱情已到无路可退的尽头

离开她以后
他眼眶湿透
热恋时为何却没那么残忍
曾紧握的手
在泪水中溜走
就这样溜走

一年后他们又见面了
她已投入令一个他的怀抱中
一年前的他心如刀割
他现在到是以眉眼微笑带过

不是不爱她
爱情已倒塌
冷漠中他只能带给她祝福
回忆虽暖心
爱不应该束缚
有爱所以无恨
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还不想离开
穿梭在人群中
我又重温着回忆中的画面
虽然时间不长
你曾给过的爱我并没忘记
如今你的温暖已非他莫属
我还能有什么话好说

我从来都不想放开你的手
如今我只能用微笑带过
看到你快乐的生活
我还能放不下什么
我已无话可说

我曾许下承诺
那就是要你好好过不难过
你有了他以后
一定比从前更快活更好过
彼此也不沉默

我现在还是快点走
自己始终无法接受
希望伤得没那么重
只能带着远方祝福

他一定会比我更爱你

Couldn't sleep for the past few nights, thus decided to burn my energy away typing lyrics into my phone. Nice mah? pai sei my chinese not that good
Screw insomnia or wadeva its called...................
zzz Holiday is ending :(

2007-06-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

其实还爱你

我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你

A nice song to me. A few days ago, or maybe weeks, the lyrics would somewhat be a mirror to my feelings within.
But i dun think it does now. really.
Even though nothing is resolved within me... but...its okay~

Dun care ; Dun feel

Silence is golden

dun try to figure out~ cause i dun tink u'll understand anyways.

Outings~

2007-06-13T21:47:00.000+08:00

Monday__________

M1 outing to Sentosa. Not dat fun, not dat boring, but quite tiring.
Lets see, went to watch the 4d movie. Cool~ my 1st time hehe. Esp the parts with the bees and bats right infront of you. N de spider.
Then erm ~ played frisbee. that damn thing that cut my hand. but well... its okay~ thx huimin for the plaster.
Then erm~ played "volleyball" and beach soccer.
Running on the sand is sooo tiring...
Evening that time, played whacko. everyone had their own funny names. quite fun. difficulty lvl increases too heeh
Then erm, was in the "subway" waiting for the bus. suddenly me chen chao derek wenjie came up with samba soccer. Fun and we perspired like siao~
Other than that... nothing much. Did not really see alot of zha bors. Maybe wasn't keeping a sharp lookout ahha.

Tuesday_________
In spite of my tiring day at Sentosa, i buffed myself up for badminton. Was quite kuku lar. when playing Singles with Kendrick and jiawei, performed quite well, won them =))
But.. when Sb came, i cannot be bothered to play seriously, and then my form just tumbled lor. Its okay~ jus a game.

Wednesday_______
which is today~! Went Iceskating
I swear and curse, after losing sleep for 3 nights in a row, I couldn't get myself outta da damn blardy bed. In e end was late :(
Surprise # 1 : Mehmeh went iceskating despite his strong reluctance in e past
Surprise # 2: zaiyeong skates well, even though its his first time.

Overall quite okay lor. Jus dat now leg pain here dere. Also did not pick up anything fun/new today.

After iceskating, we decided to go lan. but the pcs were not enuf. So.. we played the Erotic photo machine. Quite funny har.

After dat, went bp mac. diandiandian
Played the usual "game". Tis time, da drinks were like yucks!!
Den went home.

Now... feel so sibei tired.
Actually got alot of things to say, but i thought it was sensitive and should keep them to myself. I can take care of these things anyways, rather than cause misunderstanding.

dats all for 2dae =p

2007-06-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

The atmosphere in my house is soooo suffocating.
I am soooo looking forward to next week KAY!

monday- sentosa trip [ see zha bor loh ]
tuesday- badminton [ waa ]
wed- iceskating [ songbo~ ]
thursday- time to break/brake
friday-break break
saturday tuition
sunday- nth to do

Hmm... i needa start my engines for work liao.
Time n Tide waits for no man. True true.

Gotta work hard. Ngee ann poly ~ wo lai ye =)

2007-06-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

Recently heard lots about Nigel and Yishun..
Although i dun really know much, and can only stand by as a friend....I still have my words for you two... Listen carefully kay~

When people have a problem with you, there is SURELY a problem with you. Its up to yourself to be alert, reflect upon yourself, what in e world is wrong with you... IF u feel that theres nothing wrong with youself, then there is SURELY something wrong already.

So if you are really in a heimongmong situation, and have the burning desire to find out wads wrong with yourself... look for your cliques, your classmates for help. Being by yourside, im sure, if theres something really wrong with you, they can confirm + gurantee 100% point out straight to you the roots.

So whats next? Change yourself dah~ you are not erm.. a Super human. A personality which has been sticking onto you for years isn't able to change into another one in just a fortnights time. Time has always been the deciding factor for alot of things, and it was the reason why i was late for Isp. [nah, sleep was the factor then =D]
So how? List out the flaws that people point out to you. Accept them, and not deny them and wadsoeva. Its better to change now before its TOO LATE. Allocate space beside the flaws, give yourself an aim. How much do you wanna change. E.g: I talk for 50/60 mins in class. too talkative [I shall reduce my efforts spent on talking by 15mins, eventually, know when to talk, and when not to]
Feasible aim. not godlike aim. Short-term; Long-term. This can really help out in pacing your own change.

Next, take a look at your surroundings. If 1 person dislikes you, that his/her prob. But if a whole handful of people starts to turn their back against you, you should be happy, ironically. Why? It serves as a reminder of what you have done, what you should really had done then.. Of course i dun mean that erm, tis guy punched me in de face, the police did not put him under arrest warrant. Damn#$%#$^ i shulda returned back or sumthing like dat.

Things worth reflecting on___________
Are your actions immature? On purpose/your inborn character
Are your words[tone/language etc.] offensive? On purpose/ inborn
What type of impression do you think people make out of you?
Are what you are doing suited to your surroudings? Adjustments?
Are the contents of your jokes funny? ** impt!! cause i buay tahan lame jokes n so do others**
What do you think are your good points and bad points? [Good points are impt!! Keep them within you]
Have you ever used the word SORRY before when you offended someone?

These are my 2 cents worth kay~ It doesn't matter when a bunch of 10 turns on you, at least dun make it a 100 yet, even if its a 100, it doesn't mean that the world has turned against you.
Pocket ur plus, dump ur minus. Keep ur unique, nice self. =D

Hero-Mariah Carey

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Dats all peeps~ =)

Sports-weary =)

2007-06-01T19:41:00.000+08:00

Im now officially dead beat!! but im very satisfied + happy with myself =))
LETS see O_O ; basketball i played da most, badminton, bowling...

Let me begin with bowling.... ahh shucks. Lady luck prolly went to take Mc on dat day :(
However i can confidently grasp my hold on striking da middle pin now, which is erm... GOOD =D
:( just that i can't seem to strike. O Lady Luck~ will you be by me next time? i hope so...

Then theres badminton. I have been improving alot, and today's games were fabulous. I could barely feel weary. Me + Elvin = Ownage dbls of the day!! We played against wenjie+ kendrick, den came soon beng+jia wei, and erm peiyang and justin.
DA best part was dat we won 6 sets in a row, and we finally lost to kendrick+jiawei. I FEEL so SHIOK =)) =D
Then the final set was Me n Sb vs Kendrick+ jiawei. Having not teamed up for quite some time... we lack of fluency. Of course, it did not take too long for everything to come back. So we played it our STYLE. YES. ITs our STYLE. only we 2 know it. you all duno. na nee poo poo =p Of course we won.

Basketball. I have simply sooooo much to say, but i'll pick the gists outta everything kay. Have been playing so much with sb and wenjie, ya esp wenjie. Although i lack the basics, but my shooting have greatly improved!! REALLY. Lets see... hmm... some interesting matches...

Me n Wj vs 2 guys, Player A is quite skilled but for B... no comments. So whats so interesting then? Cuz we won!! -_-" No lar. duh. Cause B got lotsa stunts up his sleeves. He plays And1 style, not the beautiful cleancut ones, but the surprisingly gorilla type ones. He Loves doing stunts on the spot, and then in the end miss his balls. His best move was stunningly hilarious. Wj was blocking him, and he suddenly... rolled on the floor dribbling the ball. A, me + Wj = Stunned. Then he bo dai ji stand up and layout. "WTF" was wad we wanna shout.

Then after that, there was 2 malay guys. A very tall, B same height as us. B can touch the ring, and so can A. Really die lor, we did alot of stupid stunts and so on. Super draggy to them, and physically tough for us. "JUMP higher!! Jump~ Jump~Jump!" was what echoed within me. And both me n Wj really jumped very high during that match. So fun.

Overall... Badminton, my skils= steady and more steady le.
Basketball, i can jump very high liao and shoot quite well le
Bowling, what i really needed was just alil bit more of luck man!

Add ons: Got class outing, to sentosa leh. v. long nvr go there. Too bad go on monday bo zha bor kua.
Got Iceskate outing. hehe

As for now... Studies kay. i must do it =))

2007-05-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

wEnt bEauty world for laN gamE today.
PEoplE arnd: Edwin/wenjiEh/jojo/chEl
Then on the bus 67 wE mEt zL& his gang
playEd 5 on 5 shufflE playErs lor, dEn my tEam sorta~ won =D [I actEd as dEcoy so many timEs$#^T#$^$#^ but got 8 kils lar and 6 dEaths:( ]
Thus, wj & mE concludEd dat our dota dEprovEd causE wE wErE stuck at the Erm 6.33 vErsion lol~

ThEn wEnt homE on E small lil' bus 67. MEt Jarold, and wE sorta~ dwEllEd on dE La SallE
thEn hE was likE~ the girls arE so diffErEnt, chEck out thEir friEndstEr~

And so i did... I was simpley~ SHOCKED~!! 180 dEgrEEs changE.
somE bEcomE quitE chio dE, but a lil' ah lian
dEn somE bEcame v. ElEgant and gorgEous

......................................................

dEn i tot, bp dE LaSallians lEh?
Nvr changE alot, only bEcomE a lil bit morE ah Lian
I MUST ADMIT! Your Sch dEtErminEs how much you changE, what dirEction you changE~

Most of my Ex-sch matEs, wEnt to high cRass schs, dEn grow up to bE rEfinEd, tall and tan
WE all dE siao kias~ duno why comE tis kampung sch, kEEp bEcoming morE and morE low crass.
pEoplE spEak good English, wE spEak good SingRish.

What morE can i say?~
I SHULDA GONE TO SJI!!
As for now....
-go to a morE rEfinEd Jc/poly-
i swEar i will~~~!!!!!!!

-ha~! KAMPUNG BOY= die die die die die~!!!-

-by request-
ISp was fun. had the joy luck play~
I must admit!! L1 students are so $%^#%$% good in English
So impressed! by evonne esp. she acted waverly out, so whiny and corny. haha
and i was lindo -.- with my superb falsetto, i squeaked out my ah ma voice.
"congrats shawn, u successfully managed ur sex change"- ms ong.
*RAWR*

2007-05-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

以前的我不够成熟
现在的我不够稳重
真是遗憾....

直到自己稳重为止
一切我都想放下
这是我对自己的一个诺言

不辜负自己,也不辜负他人

虽然到了那时可能已经太迟了
但至少我知道自己曾经偿试过,尽力过,改过

我一定会努力,让那天快快地降临

我并没有后悔,只不过到现在仍觉得有一点遗憾而已

<我摔倒了,虽然没有你在身旁扶住我,但我一定会凭着自己的信念而再次站起来>

2007-05-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

Its really heartening to see my cliques slowly seeing their pathways.
"alot of people are aiming for ngee ann" I really feel so motivated after hearing this.
I wanna do well. den go into ngee ann, go to some tom dick harry places where everyone speaks alien to me.
After hearing what wenjie said that day, i feel very.... touched. The pact between him and yf. "it doesn't matter if we are separated on different grounds. the best for ourselves."

i sense d-day

2007-05-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

I SWEAR!! if it was not for NP tomorrow, i will confirm confirm confirm PON sekoLAR.

Wad have i got in line for myself?
Emaths..
Amaths..
Preparation for my Uniform.
Her face during Chem.
zzzz sibei sian.

I hope everything goes smoothly. which i know won't.
I feel so sucky now okay.

Lifes Unfair. I know. Live with it. Sure Thing.
<笑在嘴边,痛在心里>

If i happen to go to Milenia institue. aka. MI. i will prolly go MIA in the 2nd year. Milenia Insti Advanced OR Missing In Action =D

Tomorrows definitely MY d-day. Spare me from this punishment.

Bright days are bygones?

2007-05-18T21:18:00.000+08:00

-warning- This is a quite depressing post. maybe.

These few days, i must say, are pretty much the darkest days in my life so far.
Exam results seem to be the root of the problem. I just feel so sick and tired of myself now, or maybe disgusted.
Without doing revision, without doing assignments, i can go sit for the exam, and then aim to get a pass or a b4. Now i think of it, hilarious, or rather, immature. Im afterall a person with that average intelligence, and a great lack of dilligence. If i were to continue in my ways, i wun be able to achieve anything.

Then i heard about how wenjie revised. I think he really deserved more.
I must emphasize to myself every now and then, "You only deserve something equivalent to the amount of effort you put it" Its really true. I used to think, exams, happy go lucky, got study no study, also can scrape through, but it turned out i was totally wrong.

Now I wonder, is it too late to turn back? I wanna change, but exactly how strong is my resolve.
I really dunno, but all i know is that i have to make it rigid, to tide me over this ordeal.

Another topic, friends. What do we really treat each others as now? The silence was so sharp in Macdonalds today, and i dun get why. Is this a sign that, the friendship is wearing off? Probably?
I duno. Maybe, i would strongly like to believe, that we are all tired, and we just needed a break. I would hope and pray that its that way, for it is for me.

When would the bright days come back? Will Lady Luck ever smile on me again? I wonder...

"The difference between education and wisdom is that, education tells you that 2+2=4, while wisdom tells you that you can't get more than 4 out of 2+2"

*sidenote- My posts, are in no way relevant to anyone, and its just pure coincidence if anyone were to post about the same genre of things, and on the same day.

2007-05-14T23:04:00.001+08:00

One of the most meaningful Mv i ever watched. Worth a thousand words to me.

2007-05-13T23:37:00.000+08:00

Whats with this fad haha

Create your own Friend Test here

Do you know why Law is so sibei pek chek? Because Law is 死 eh. 人是活的. And yet, we have to follow the law. Break law= high court liao.

idea from "just follow law"

2007-05-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

So my hypothesis about Npcc was right. I really dun feel like going anymore.
But its okay... Since there are only 3 more parades, its best to remain oblivious.
Well what comes around goes around. Blame it on myself in the beginning, in other words... i deserved it :(

Exams over, apparantly and obviously... deres no marking day. GRR
So English paper... and chem were disastrous, but overall will pass for Eng.
Then... Mr Weng was like... L1 R1 = 18 LOL
"自从你们走了之后, 就没人帮我垫底了" << BEST lol!
English trans: " ever since you people went off, no one will secure the lowest marks in the class in my place"
Lets just bet that Mr Weng would join the club of combined science? Rofl.

Oh yea, i must grumble about Emaths Paper 1! Damn difficult. Ahhh~ Screw the Setter!-End-

Then there was Npcc on Friday. Was Like... So slacky with my squad. Com'on everyone needs a slack after exams eh? Esp after you got back your depressing results =x
Then...was like joking around and all.

Had been going for basketball nowadays. Then that day.. went to play. Got 1 team of foreigners, they are like so pro in And1 bball. So funny lor, we tio thrash like siao.

They pass ball is not hand to hand pass, its... slam ball high high at the board first, den you see a monkey fly pass you grab the ball, den he throw ball high high, another monkey go put it inside.

Or else, they hold the ball for 3 secs liddat, then 1 monkey would jump highhigh, cling onto the rink, then the guy holding the ball, just throw lightly towards that monkey, he just put it inside for the finishing. WE all were like... "WTF"

On a second thought, i shouldn't be naming them monkeys, since we were more like the monkeys who were being played around. haha.

Boring post eh? Nobody call you to read right?
If you are reading this sentence, you have just wasted 1 sec of your life.
If you had wasted more than 1 sec for the above sentence, i hope you are doing well in your chinese.
So till now, how many secs have you wasted?

Seriously, when should i use had and when should i use have? anyone teach me please? i'll be so grateful cause that was one of the fatal errors in my essay =(

Why do we struggle so hard to live life? We won't be able to survive it anyways.
And until now, i dun think we should be worth more than a erm.. chicken.
Lets evaluate why...
Chickens, they are born out of eggs, free of charge. Somemore, 1 hen can reproduce so many eggs. After that, what do we use to feed them, a few grains out of a 10 kg rice sack. When they grow up which is in a short period of time, they will be killed. And even after their death! they are useful. Cause for the rearers, they earn duno how much profit in terms of percentage. And then, they are being cooked as food.
In conclusion: Chickens can earn money by selling themselves after their deaths( i dun mean the homosapien type of CHICKENS)They can reproduce eggs which means more chickens! They can serve as food for a poor man in the wild keeping his poor life.

Humans, born out of their mothers. You cost so much trouble for your mum u know! 10 mths of carrying you around. Somemore, go checkup and live in hospital all these, cost money. Come out liao, still need to buy toys, give you food and education. In case you are mehmeh dat type, so much food intake! den still take allowance and splurge on luxury items. Somemore, nvr work. Dun try to feel less guilty if u had worked part time. You take the money to spend on ur own things right? No difference! (Actually its making me feel less guilty also =p) So please try to be useful after your death, donate your organs and such and help others, since you will be considered a freak if u eat a dead man's flesh.

Sum up:
Before they start working, alot huge sum is needed to splurge on them. unlike chickens
humans can't reap profits after their deaths, while chickens can
Its against humanity to eat another humans flesh
Humans bring in loss to their parents, while chickens bring in profit for their rearers

So how? i feel cheap.

Okay Lar. The End. Later you all lame diao and come and kill me. -_-" You can't - sniggers-

REALLY the End =D

2007-05-09T20:46:00.001+08:00

我们都是泡沫轻轻一碰就破
眼泪是爱的火花
昨天就像飞机穿过我的窗口
我什么都没有
我摊开了双手你予取予求
直到你想自由
痛苦的时候我不会闪躲
就像树叶甘心为春风吹落
只是简简单单的爱过
我还是我
简简单单的想过
就不算白活
简简单单的疯过
被梦带走
当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞

Actually wanted to go for 解脱 which i have been addicted to the whole nite, but in order to no involve any misunderstanding.... This song is also my hit of tonite, duno why. haha

I feel so weary after bball man!! Tomorrow im just so gonna rush home and sleep. =p

Lucks for our final day papers =D

2007-05-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

One of my Fave Hits by Linkin Park =D
The MV rockz too!

Lalalala the curtains are closing down soon. Work hard. Play hard. The Rules Of Ma Life dat i shall adopt. Detours are allowed, but no shortcuts. Obviously im targetting the impossible, or simple trying to make my life harder. But its okay~ i got motivation liao.
Lets see, was crapping the other day to wenjie and peiyang about... the ways of getting back home in yewtee..
2004-2005 : Taking of 302
2006: Bus 190
2007: Lrt around Senja/Fajar
意思浅浅含义很深 =p

Then... there was tis other day when i was talking about... why should we study subjects. Lets try to be more practical in life which tends to be contradicting when applied in de education sector.

English...Practical. Common Language. At least you ain't wasting your time ^_^

Mother Tongue...Grasping the basic command of speech is more than enough for me, what for do so many comprehensions. haha

Emaths...Well, at least you will know how to use a calculator, and erm... prolly get the correct change at the hawker.

Add maths...Eh.. ehh if you are going to be a kopitiam uncle, you ain't going to use matrices to calculate the cost of the kopi and teh rite?

Physics...Reasonable on the surface, it makes you look smart if you can handle it, but only 10% of what you've learnt will really apply in your daily life. Do i really care about the amplitude of the wave and blah, well.. it might help in a tsunami, but i'll prolly be dead den.

Chemistry...Sounds crap to me. I've no comments, but i've learnt tat if u get a chewing gum stuck on your shirt, you can use vinegar to remove it. Applicable in daily life eh?? Ya, somemore theres dynamo and bleach and detergent for your washing of clothes.

History...When we can't even handle Singapore's history, you wan us to learn about other countries. We should study "The Future" instead of studying "The History". But history is interesting. With all those single testis fact and the maozedung and whatever~

Geography...When you cannot even handle your life on land, you wan to study the Eastern currents and so on, or how why the rock will erode due to weathering... i dun see observing the movement of platonic plates will affect our daily life, since natural disasters dun occur in sG. But theres human geog for you all.

English Literature...In this era where we focus on modern english, MOE wants us to read shakespearan english. However, i believe the most commonly used one though goes by the name of Leet, the internet english.

Biology...By far, the most useful subject i think. You see, they introduce the use of contraceptives, which is WIDELY utilised!! Also, they tell you common sense things like Aids is a terminal disease. Somemore they teach you alot of things require for homosapiens to continue their hereditary. But .... "Whats the difference between the human reproductive system and the reproductive system in plants?" Human ones are more interesting and vivid duh~ [Hidden meaning not for kids. lol]

Kay~ enough of all those stuuupid subjects. Was watching [brainiac]. ITs a NICE show which you all should consider watching!! First it has got intriguing science experiments which will probably cost you a few mths of your salary. Secondly, it has hot babes [LOL] doing experiments. Thirdly, it explores the minor things dat you will prolly hiew lan in your life. Rated 4.5 stars out of 5 for me. =p

I heard CME is gonna be killer. I hope the setter knows how to answer them himself/herself.

Dats all~~~~ for now. tomorrow physics, and my minds a blanko! But... its okay. =)

SMILE FOR THE MANY PEOPLE AROUND US =]

2007-05-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

I believe i owe an apology to someone for my immature prank. Sorry to soon beng and jasmine.

Lets see. Mid years are midway towards their end. Things seem to have gone quite well. Seemed only. Well.. these few days, have been going for basketball. My shooting improved. And today, went again because of Nigel lar.

Then... kena thrashed at yew tee CC. LOL sorry i sucked. Den went around searching for other courts wher there are no pros... finally found one in stagmont park. Ya~ i played rather well there though. Now muscle strain.

I was reading Mr loh's webby, until i came to a point in my life. A TURNING POINT!! according to the dy/dx curve...
Kay. Sorry for the extras. I really regretted.. for not taking physics seriously during sec3. thinking of it, mr loh was such a good teacher, and yet i nvr fail to let him down again and again. Not only him, people who had high hopes of me, i have let them down. Every nite... i can sleep on my pillow and reflect and reflect and reflect... but i CAN'T use actions to prove something. Sometimes i really feel so depressed... But its okay. I really wanna prove myself again. I was looking at liyuan during combined science practical, and i could feel that she was a completely diff person, one full of vigour. Den i tot, howcome others can, i can't.

I still believe, its not too late. Actions speak louder than words eh? PRELIMS i shall PROVE myself. Perharps i might just earn myself a "commendable effort" eh.

Something funny dat suddenly struck me... "Spread Music, Spread Love, Dun Spread AIds"
-sweats- its lame.

Lesson of the day: Cherish People around you.
There are gays who make you feel truly a man.
There are enemies who spur you up
There are friends who cheer you up
There are lovers who occupy your thoughts
There are parents who give your allowance
There are singers who add music to your life
There are the poor who make you look rich
There are the ugly who make you look beautiful
There are the short who make you look tall
There are the dead who proves you to be alive
And so on...

2007-05-01T17:55:00.000+08:00

我怀念的 by sunyanzi

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

V. nice song. Agreed by jianhui and me. (and also universally =p)

My dads in a good mood today. Im expecting something for dinner.
-side issue- I duno whats wrong between you two lar. Nigel and Yishun... But i think its crap if the both of you just play those type of stupid tantrums. Come on lor, what can really happen to break the ties. We all only got that few pitiful mths left.... Just bury de damned hatchet >_>